kyki

I'm going to Roy's funeral tomorrow. We leave at 3am. I hope work figured out the schedule shit. I don't know what the fuck to do. I still haven't come to terms with Papi dieing and I haven't had time to grieve at all. Like I was driving home today and thinking about how my grandfather is dead and I can't even accept that yet even though I've already been to his funeral. It hasn't totally caught up with me.

I want to kick this presidents ass. He needs to see what the fuck he has done to the world. How many people died in the Tsunami? Wasn't it about 300,000 (three hundred thousand?!!!) and I know people who are still like 'what's tsunami.' And yet in the world trade center attacks on sept the 11. People know the date and saw the newscasts and that's the most horrific thing. The most horrific thing to me is that people are ok enough with this bullshit in Iraq to let it keep going. More American's (If they are the only nationality that you give a shit about) have died in this war than in those attacks. How can people not understand that he is a terrorist? He fucking is. Look at it. But he's a terrrorist who did it for money rather than a religious ideal. Not to make one worse than the other but there are still people letting this happen. How can I grieve when I have to grieve for the whole country as well?