Wow. My family keeps trying to get me to do inane chores with them. Have you ever just wanted to be on vacation and be on vacation? No, I don't want to fix shit, clean shit, do shit. I just want to be sad and read. Fuck this. I have shit to do when I get home and I don't want anything else stressing me out. I need the rest to prepare myself for fixing the rest of my life. I'm trying to pull it all together so that I can do what I want to do with my life and they are trying to drag me outside. Yes I'm depressed but I just went to a god damn funeral and then a memorial. Why can't I just be depressed and sit around for the next couple days knowing that when i get back I have surgery and then I'm going strait back to work? Give me a fucking break!
OK. I feel better. Thanks.
OK. I feel better. Thanks.
sneeks:
no one can ever tell what you would like and or need. they just don't get it.
kyki:
Thanks. It's true and it's really good to hear someone else tell me that because it's validating and I don't feel like a bitch for wanting things I think I need.