kyki

Papi's funeral was yesterday. Gramma gave us all hankerchiefs. I cried a lot. It's really sad. Father mathew came out for the service. He was really cool. He was on the phone with papi when he died. I didn't want to cry because I have to try and stay strong for Roy's funeral and it's just building. I think I'm going to need a couple of days just to cry. I don't know what to do about helping my family. They need money, I need money but I want to help them out. Someone. Need job. Gaah.