kyki

How can bush stand there and claim he needs funding for the troops when they lost 8 billions dollars. They have given billions to contractors and paid so little to the actual troops. Is he actually pleading for money for his contractor friends? Is he actually that fucked up in the head? I almost want to believe that he believes what he's saying. I know he's been lied to but is that just his excuse for being evil? If he really wants funding, he needs to actually spend the funding he has on armor and edible food for the troops. Not rotting food out of dumpsters. Not allowing contractors to double bill for meals that are bad and poisoning these people who are supposed to be strong in order to fight. How can he even believe that he is doing the right thing? He is the source of so much evil and suffering and he still rides his high horse. It's disgusting.

So tired. So tired of everything. My arm hurts. My knee hurts. I had a great time last night at Brazilian Girls and I want to go to more concerts. That was the first fun thing I've done in a while. I need to find a job that will pay for my rent and bills and some amount of fun. I need a job that doesn't exhaust me every day partially because it's so mindless and stuffy. Sorry about complaining but I just feel like shit every day when I get off of work and I hate even going to work. I have had bad jobs that i never minded as much as this one. I have had bad jobs and still was able to have fun with them but somehow this job is draining me. God. OK. Seriously

I'm just venting. I am trying to improve my life and I'm just venting. It helps me see what I need to do to improve myself and my life. Thanks.