Life is what life is I know this and everyone gets there fair share of stuff to deal with but lately it just feels never ending recently :(
Just as things were starting to come together my poor lil fluffy gets sick :(
Iāve never looked after a unwell animal, and itās really hard seeing your pet in pain and feeling helpless to help them. On top of that worrying about cost of treatments cause youāve only just got out of finicial hardship without suicidegirls I wouldnāt have been able to even afford the vets visit, and tj is my world, he may need xrays tomorrow if he isnāt better :( which is stressful but I may have to take out a payment plan, but I wouldnāt have been able to get him the care he needed this past week without my recent SOTD.
itās been stressful waking up at 2/3am some nights and again at 4/5 with him in pain, he seemed to be improving so hopefully this is almost the end of this horrible few days :/
Work have been understanding but also not understanding so now Iām worried about my position however I also am aware Iāve only tried to do the right thing and can gain other employment if thatās the case but still doesnāt help.
My house mate has got a lil stressed at me too so itās far to say Iāve been pushed to my limit.
Iām coping Iām okay. I just could use some luck my way and am so grateful for this site as once again ya saved my ass! ā¤ļøāš»