kushielsscion

I want a white picket fence. Behind that fence I want a big house. In that house I want a comfortable bed. On that bed I want to find someone who can care for me as much as I can care for them.

But doesn't everyone want that in one way or another?

Why is it that every time I meet someone who is perfect for me they are already taken?

My brother always says, "Shit happens, and then you die." Well, I say, "Fuck that!" There is more to life that just shit happens and you die. Fuck all of you who have given up. You're pathetic defeatist mother fuckers.

I fucking hate my life. At least I've got something in common with a lot of other people. It's not really that bad. I'm just missing something that I really need.

I am bored. I just got off work about an hour ago. I'm tired. I'm going to sleep all day and then play some online poker. I love poker.

I'm feeling for Quinne right now. I found myself in a very similar situation recently, and as bad as it was...and it was horrible and still is, it must be worse for her. I wish there was something I could do or say. But I've felt that pain. Hell, I'm feeling that pain. I nothing I could say is going to make it any better....
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It's funny, I have three different journals to write in and I have nothing to write about. Maybe it's not so funny, just boring. Fuck it, I'm going to watch Deadwood.

Quinne has a new set up. She is so fucking beautiful and this set is the best one I have seen in a while from her. I love it. I love her. If she were single and willing I would so do her. I'm a little drunk right now. I never realized how sneaky wine is. I'm so horny for Quinne. God, guys like me...
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I just read that Quinne is going to be selling signed prints of herself. I am totally having a nerdy fan moment.