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One of the most romantic scenes ever filmed, in my humble opinion. It says everything that needs to be said. Everyone of has ever loved can agree with all those things. I really want to watch that movie again.

I'm afriad. That sums up exactly how I feel right now. Nothing more need be said. I'm afraid.

I've had one of the best weekends. Good food, good sex (so very, very good), and just plain good fun. I can't wait until the next one like this. Nothing better than spending three straight days with my lovely, lovely lady.

"She is the woman who makes me lose control. Her sexiness overpowers me every time she smiles. She takes me to heaven every time she kisses me, holds me tight, and squeezes me. She is a fountain of pleasure, and I only want to be the slave to her desires...when I'm not making her the slave to mine."

She's also the person who makes me...
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It sucks that one bad thing will fuck up ten good things. That's life, I guess. I'm not happy about it. Who would be? But I am learning that all I can do is shut up and deal with it. Feeling sorry for myself never has, and never will, get me anywhere. I've made mistakes, and I'm going to pay for them.

Sometimes I just get carried away with my own worries and doubts. It all comes down to my fear of losing what I have, being afraid that those I care about are going to walk away. It's hard for me to realize they have those same fears too. I tend to expect the worst from people. I'm really trying to change that, especially considering that...
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I don't feel so good right now, for a lot of reasons.

I've been fucking up in a big way with my girlfriend. I haven't been cheating or anything like that, but I have been a major asshole. A lot of times I'm doing it without even realizing it, which I think only makes it worse. She deserves better than that, and I swear I have been trying and am going to do my best to keep...
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Okay, so something happened to me last night that hasn't in a long time. I didn't really realize what was going on until this morning, but now that I do I'm kind of pissed. See, I used to live alone and spend most of my time alone...before Cheryl and I got together. I was always alone. Sometimes late at night when it was really quiet...
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