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I'm really hating a particular banking institution right about now. And any company that waited over two weeks to charge my account. Fuck all of them. I hope they all die bloody fucking deaths. puke
sweetness07:
At least you had great sex.... right? whatever
wyldewolfe:
dont ya just love banks mad wink
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Tomorrow is my 23rd birthday. My girlfriend got me an awesome gift, Terry Goodkind's Confessor. I've been both dreading this book and impatient for it. It's the conclusion of the Sword of Truth series. I've heard good things though. We'll see.

I've got four whole days off from work this weekend. I took off Thursday, have Friday and Saturday off regularly, and I took off...
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wyldewolfe:
happy birthday enjoy your book and girlfriend wink
sweetness07:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! biggrin
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I really wish I didn't have to sleep for the rest of the day, but I do. I want to read and write. I'm researching a new novel. Maybe I'll actually finish this one, but maybe not. It's a good idea and I want to run with it. See what happens.

I also want to spend the day with my girlfriend, but she just left...
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sweetness07:
Do tell me all about your dirty dream! biggrin
wyldewolfe:
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I don't know what it is, but I am starting this day off in a bad mood. I don't really know why. I had a pretty good night. It wasn't everything I wanted it to be, but it was nice. I guess knowing I have to go back to work tonight isn't helping my disposition much.

I didn't have the best week, as it was....
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sweetness07:
I know I was thinking about recycling the cock pics everyone wants to send me. Just think about how you'd feel, expecting to see my luscious ass and instead eeek puke lol. I mean this site isn't paying me for the pics I put up... so I should at least get to censor who views them, just sayin. whatever
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This is for Sweetness07, in another man's immortal words. He loved a woman enough to make her immortal, if only through the written word. I do not possess his skills, but I do know the love he felt for I feel it for you every day.

"Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate.
Rough winds do...
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pinkpunk13:
slow is how it goes
boring!
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I spent most of my breaks last night listening to music on my iPod and reading philosophy. You see, I'm a philosophy major when I can actually afford to go to school (which hasn't been often lately). I really love philosophy, but not so much the academic environment which surrounds it. I like school, I like learning, but I hate being treated like a child...
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"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, Listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."
- Marilyn Monroe

What do you say to something like that? Take one look at the woman's life and you see the irony of the statement. I'd like to know when she said it. Was it before, or after her three failed marriages? Certainly it was before her...
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I think I have a problem. I think my problem is taking little problems and turning them into big ones, mostly out of fear.

My mouth gets me into trouble. I have a tendency to say things that are inflammatory, usually trying to get a laugh. I realized early on in my relationship with my girlfriend that a lot of the things I said were...
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jewelz:
I stopped by to see how the rest of your hunting season went, and was blown away by your blog.... I really admire your emotional honesty, and if you guys can get past your trust issues you will be OK.

Relationships can be really hard. Even with a great relationship you will have good days and bad ones, hell... sometimes you will have good years and bad ones. but, that being said, if you guys love each other than it's worth fighting for, right? I may be out of line here, but I'd like to suggest some books that may help... John Gray has written ALOT of books on relationships, but if you were to pick up "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus" and "Men, Women and Relationships: Making peace with the opposite sex", and give them an honest read and a chance, you may find they are the answer to your issues. I read them over and over again, because they've given me the tools to understand my husband when he does things that hurt or upset me. I'm learning to realize that 99% of disagreements are just misunderstanding our differences as men and women, and it's helped a bunch. I've asked my honey to consider reading them, and so far he's just committed to considering it, but I'm really hopeful that someday he will.

A few thoughts from a woman's point of view, take them for what you think they are worth.... she may seem detached like that with you, but I can guarantee that she's not feeling that way in private. She's probably just as hurt and scared as you are, but sometimes when women don't feel safe sharing how they feel we will just end up stuffing it all down inside instead.... especially if she's intimidated by you when you are angry. If you are saying hurtful words in anger, she will remember those hurtful words way beyond the time when you will remember ever having said them, it's just how we are. Words are very powerful to women, both kind ones and harsh ones.

anyway....I guess I am trying to say that if you love her, try to work it out.

Oh, and hope you had a great rest of your huntin' season kiss
jewelz:
It's tough to say which of those two books may help the most, they are both really very good at describing in everyday terms why it is that men and women often find themselves at odds, and also at giving you the tools you will need to understand her in a way you never thought possible.

Good luck, K?

On an unrelated note... is it me, or is it tough to engage the rest of the guys in the gun owners group?
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I Do Not Aim With My Hand; He Who Aims With His Hand Has Forgotten The Face Of His Father.
I Aim With My Eye.

I Do Not Shoot With My Hand; He Who Shoots With His Hand Has Forgotten The Face Of His Father.

I Shoot With My Mind.

I Do Not Kill With My Gun; He Who Kills With His Gun Has Forgotten...
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wyldewolfe:
ARRR!!! smile skull
bushka:
thank you for your comment, i really appreciate it smile
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I wish I didn't worry so much. I wish I could stop. Life would probably be a lot better then. I wish there was nothing in life that could make me worry. I wish I could be confident in all aspects of my life. Unfortunately this is not that case. So I worry. I drive myself nuts. And I try to not let unfounded worry...
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wyldewolfe:
ok going to be cheesy now with some 80s song lyrics
"dont worry be happy" tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue biggrin
kushielsscion:
I'm pretty sure the guy who wrote/sang that song later committed suicide. Not saying I'm even leaning that way, just saying.

I'm not really worrying anymore. I was then, for whatever reason. When something completely out of the ordinary happens is throughs me off and I don't really know how to handle it. Just accepting it can be hard when your mind is as analytical as mine. You want to know WHY something is suddenly different. I used Occam's Razor to narrow down my possible answers and went with the one that I both like (an emotion based decision) and one that made some logical sense...sorta. whatever