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Heartbroken: Check
Betrayed by mother...again: Check
Anniversary of death of close family member: Check
Found out I'm no longer a student and have to reapply: Check

It's adding up to be a just fucking wonderful summer. Ya know, I was pretty positive for a long time. Life didn't get me down so easily, but all of a sudden everything seems to be falling apart.

IN CONGRESS, JULY 4, 1776
The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America

When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them,...
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I'm happy to see the the SCOTUS decision in D.C. v Heller. One battle is one, but the war shall continue.

Anyway, it's one bright spot in what has been a largely fucked up month for me, so yay! for that. Tonight I'll work. Tomorrow I'll rest. Satruday I will gather with friends and shot my guns. Then I'll toss some food on the grill...
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I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and theyre all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people...
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Just got back from spending and awesome weekend with my girlfriend. I wrote her a dirty, dirty letter Saturday night and she was quite pleased with it so we had to act a little bit of it out, but we've still got a lot to go!

Sunday I went with her to do some shopping for things she needed around her new apartment. She bought...
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Finally! I'm back online. It's about time. So much to do, so little will to do it though...

Eh, my weekend is almost, but not quite, over. It's been okay. I did some shooting (one of the high points of moving to this location...okay, about the only one, besides it being rent free. It's nice to own! Well, I found out I'm still pretty damn...
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Moving is so un-fun. I just want to be done with it, even if the new place ain't so great. At least I can shoot there and get a dog.

I am completely at a loss. I don't feel right. Something is very wrong and I don't know how to deal with. I want to scream.