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Wednesday Jun 02, 2010

Jun 2, 2010
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Don't have a better place to post this. Kind of a rant (at no one).

I just want to fuck. Really, that's it. I don't want to talk afterwards about emotional shit. Don't talk to me about my family, I don't give a fuck. Don't tell me about your family, I really don't give a fuck.

When I said I was only interested in one thing, I meant it. If you say, "me too," I take you at your word.

I'm kind of fucked up emotionally. I'm working on that. Maybe I'll get it figured out, but right now, towards most people, my interest in you is my interest in you. I just want some dirty nasty sex. We can get some food together, we can even chit chat, but no serious talk. I like being me and no one is going to change me. I love pussy, every god damned thing about it, the taste, the smell, the wetness, the way it squeezes my cock, and the way it looks with my cum dripping out of it.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not all about me, me, me during sex. I get a hell of a lot of enjoyment by pleasing my partner. I love making someone come. It drives me nuts. But that all I've got to offer right now. Maybe I'll meet someone who'll stoke that other fire in me. I'm not saying it's not possible. I'll be the first to tell you if it's you, but initially all I want is to fuck. A lot. And not fucking me in the vain hope that it'll make me commit, or open up, that's epic fail territory. I'll just elsewhere.

I want good times. I don't want someone trying to make me feel bad because I'm not a good enough this or that. I'm only a sure good thing in one category: fucking. Everything else is a coin toss.

I just want to get laid, and I really don't want to get involved beyond that unless you just happen to be one of those lucky few that sparks that in me. Most aren't going to be. That doesn't mean we can't have fun.

Yeah, that's kind of random and rambling. It's not directed at anyone in particular. It's more a vent of frustrations that built up via encounters with a multitude of people. It probably seems vain and self-centered. Well, yeah. I kind of am right now. I know what I want. There are plenty of women out there I'd be happy to fuck, but nothing else. There are a smaller number I'd like to fuck and be friends with. And there is a fucking tiny number I'd like to get involved emotionally AND physically with.

Like it or not, I'm a bitter, mean son of a whore towards most people. I'm perfectly capable of great kindness and loving affection...there just aren't that many people that I feel merit it. And whether anyone likes it or not, what I feel is the only thing that matters. If I'm happy, I'm happy. If not, I'm not. I want to be happy, and I don't want to be unhappy. I'm happier alone than I am with someone who wants more than I'm able to offer. I know that sucks for the other person, cause I've been on that side of the equation too. It's not fun.

So, yeah, I'm pretty much that bitter bastard who is willing to fuck you, but that doesn't mean I want to take you to hang out with my friends. Haha. Yep, I'm a fucking asshole.

But hey, you don't HAVE to put up with me. I'll let you know where you stand with me from the beginning, and I'll let you know if that changes.

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