kus

I have a hard time with people. I have a very hard time forgiving people. Even though I hate the Bible it has some good stuff in it, like forgiveness.

If we are to believe that there is a spiritual world out there and that this is not all there is, then we should be very forgiving because we will need forgiveness at some point. Since we all do stuff that we would be embarassed of it everybody knew.

I can see how other people are just as unforgiving or intolerant as me. Or they can be very forgiving and very tolerant. People definitely change and should be allowed opportunities to atone for things that went wrong intentionally or unintentionally.

And then some people just fake it. Some people don't change. Or maybe they are genuine and just happen to have problems. Or maybe it doesn't really matter.

All I know is I have work for a few months and school, and should be extremely busy.

I am happy to be occupied with something. Now if I can only develop my hobbies in my free time. Like photography, film editing, art, music, fitness, and so on. Not to mention video games.

I hate to sit around and do nothing. It drives me nuts. I feel like a prisoner in occupied territory. I am glad to be able to escape this ghetto I've had to suffer in my whole life. I wish I could just nuke this whole city to the ground.

The less time I have to spend around here the better. But the garbage follows me around.