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I was able to force myself to go hiking. I only went about half way and then came back. I just wanted to get a little workout in, sweat some, get the blood flowing, and get my appetite and intestines ready for Thanksgobbly Day.

Since it has been raining a lot in Los Angeles, especially in the pre-dawn hours, the dirt and hills were very...
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i try my best to just sleep until monday. but i need weed to do that, and i am running oooout.

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8:29am

I really don't get it. I am feeling a little better. But I am really very out of it.

I went biking and hiking and felt great, then my job never called me and I always get depressed when I have to...
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im having a shit week. i was riding high with a job, and now its like i have to wait til see if there is even any more work.

i should be looking for other work but im so depressed.

ive been reading things on motivation and i cant let small failures like this get me down. but fuck it was going good.

fuuck. i...
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Monday morning. My job told me that because we did so well that we are ahead of schedule and the next project is lagging behind schedule a little.

There is supposed to be some work tomorrow, I hope. But it might not even be a full days work.

I think they will start laying people off, but I'm pretty sure I won't be laid off...
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The thought of life without weed is not a world I want to live in.

I think I'll try to do my bike ride today and go real far. Pedal pedal pedal!

I'll go as far as a I can I guess. I doubt I'll make it over the Sepulveda Pass, just getting there is a journey, much less up and over.

Worst case scenario,...
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Woke up this morning. I feel good.

I was listening to Enter the Dragon last night on AMC as I lay in bed. I must have fallen asleep around 9pm. That means I slept a good 9 hours almost. The night before I only slept about 5. I guess I need a lot of sleep.

With work and the commute time, that really only leaves...
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I fell asleep for 8 hours.

I woke up with a real sweaty neck. It was like really thick sweat, the kind that comes out detoxing. I am pretty sure that's all the THC or whatever that is stored in my system.

My neck is probably the tightest and stiffest muscle on my body, that and my shoulders, but they are connected to each other....
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I know I have an appointment tomorrow with the Department of Social Services tomorrow. The problem is, I can't find the letter. I know it was around here around here somewhere.

I think something is trying to tell me something.

Or maybe I'm just stupid and lazy and misplaced it because I have a shit filing system of just stacks of random shit.