Monday Feb 02, 2004

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one paxil down the pipe...... better living through chemistry? i'm not that naive...... dusting off the tomes and watching the scroll burn..... another chance at a life once thought lost..... i feel the blood rushing..... i hear the storm coming..... i watch the door opening..... i will step through.....
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blasfemme:
kiss
coldenginelogix:
That storm was just me throwing curry and a paper at your little girly ass.....

Sunday Feb 01, 2004

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a moment in time..... how can these types of moments be ignored? and why was this moment given to me? shhh.... no more questions..... answers will come in time..... another moment in time..... i must have made some pretty damn good new years resolutions..... spinning and whirling like a dervish..... i will..... i will.....
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xiolablue:
the answers always come in time...sometimes (actually, usually) after we would have liked, but nevertheless, they come... surreal blackeyed
coldenginelogix:
The value of many men and books rests solely on their faculty for compelling all to speak out the most hidden and intimate things. ~Nietzsche
Freddy sure knew his shit...some days are just meant to be spoken in subtle references...

Saturday Jan 31, 2004

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what the hell is making that infernal racket in my brain?!?!? oh yeah..... self-medication with wine and beer..... ouch.... it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood..... i might go play outside..... come on down for a pick-up game of stickball in the vacant lot next to my house.... in other news, i found out that i will be fully vested in my retirement fund this...
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blasfemme:
love kiss
blasfemme:
still reveling in last nite's conversation...i've had almost no sleep but yet i feel awake and alive...hmmm....

thanks again sweets

Friday Jan 30, 2004

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i am funk-free..... at least for the time being..... i am the rollercoaster..... no one rides for free..... i salute the end of the week and the end of an era..... 'tis good we breathe and move..... the earth is not a cold dead place..... the earth is not a cold dead place..... fuck-ups are made, not born..... choose your weapons carefully..... boat-drinks, my friends........
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blasfemme:
ack, i'm guilty...i fell asleep sitting up in my chair.
damn. i am sorry. wine gets me every time. ok, so the vicoden helped.

i had the most wonderful time mr. kurtz biggrin. somewhere in iowa it is. details to be worked out, massages to be exchanged.

btw, nice new pic wink
me likes!!!

kiss
coldenginelogix:
Thanks for the congrats....man am I hungover today.....good to be funk free--I can relate to that my amigo....good to know some cash is in sight...and we may have just landed a new place to live hoo-ray! I got to here this fightpits band....everyone else is getting these offers for some free music....so you need to burn me a copy. Not much to say today......waiting for the pizza shop to open......hehe.....chat later my pedigree chum......today its all about laying in bed and watching some movies.....

Wednesday Jan 28, 2004

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fug.... i am the catalyst for spoil..... and that terrifies me beyond belief..... this must end now.....
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syd67:
yeah, I've seen SY on every tour since, and including, Washing Machine. I was all over Confusion last night.

coldenginelogix:
The end.......end of what?--life is what some would call--Invisible cities.....cities that never end....where no matter what you might think......."must" end--you are reminded that the "what" in "you" means nothing to the "the" in them......cramps t-shirt, new job--working for Mcgraw-Hill publishing----now how about you tell me what I can do make you get out of this mundane banal attitude----it makes you look like sting....cheers fawker


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Tuesday Jan 27, 2004

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holy shit...... i just bought the newest the end album (within dividia)!!! goddamn this fucker chewed off my face..... check 'em out if you like your shit scary and twisted.... it finally snowed here last night.... i've been waiting all winter..... i was super-excited about the fluffy white until i had to scrape my windshield this morning..... it seems that we had a bit of...
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fu:
The last few days or week I've been picking apart the Revolting Cocks songs - "In the Neck" and "No Devotion". I want to re-make No Devotion ... it's a kick ass song but I don't like the synth sound/feel of it, and the funk bass line has got to go - blues scale, baby! I'm gonna go buy a soldering gun when I have a day off so I can fix my bass. It's tuned way to low with fat strings to hear w/out the practice amp.
fu:
Oh shit! I just saw on Xiola's journal that you're going to see Mastadon. Are they playing with Clutch and Nebula? 'm pissed cuz that's like a dream show for me and as far as I've heard it an east coast only tour.Tell me what you know! NOW! smile

Sunday Jan 25, 2004

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i have no tolerance for alcohol induced retardation..... even if it is my own..... i seriously wanted to beat the crap outta everybody last night..... no fun at all..... remind me to never listen to any of jody's suggestions ever again..... stayed up too late talking to the hellcat..... and probably put my foot in my mouth more than once..... oh well..... played my guitar...
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cheech:
play some Nugent, man!

no, just kidding, please do not play Nugent
life_returns:
the fuckin nuge... fuck.

Saturday Jan 24, 2004

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i got up fucking EARLY..... on a saturday? what the fuck is up with that? got a rockin' b-day celebration planned for my sister tonight..... gonna drive out to the middle of nowhere to this redneck booze mecca called schindlers tavern...... don't think we're on the list..... but they do have bologna-burgers...... you'd have to have one to even think about passing judgment..... then i...
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coldenginelogix:
I did leave a message on your machine - did you get the one with all that heavy breathing? C'mon...you know you listened to it more than once...
whiskeyfightpit:
I hope they make those bologna burgers out of baby unicorns and peppercorns. Throw some A-1 on that shit and drink a forty of King Cobra. Treat your colon to something special.

I need to hear the band EARTH.

Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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"major depressive syndrome"...... that's what they tell me..... and i could have told them the same...... starting treatment consisting of medication, behavior modification, and psychotherapy...... i'm terrified yet eager...... it feels like i have eased my burden by finally accepting that i needed help.....when the shrink was describing symptom scenarios, i sat there and smiled..... my life in a book..... but then i got depressed...
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miyu:
Hey everybody is original. Just think, it will shine properly with some help!
coldenginelogix:
Going to see Mastadon with my brother(s)-in-law on Feb. 10th - I turned the little fuckers on to them so they are taking me as an appreciative gesture...well...that and one of them is turning 21 on that very night and the other and I intend to make sure he doesn't remember a damned thing about it...rites of passage...keep on rockin' in the free world..

Wednesday Jan 21, 2004

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fuckit..... things will progress..... i need a muse again..... preferably one that applies knee to groin when they disagree..... but be advised i can strike back....... i want to be irresponsible again..... no..... i want to have actions that defy responsibility completely...... i'm gonna fuck you up, mama...... balls to heaven......
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drexel:
i wasn't looking to be your muse, but thanks for the warning anyway.
hellcatjustine:
you want I should beat someone up for you?

:::quietly loads paintball gun::::

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