Wednesday Dec 11, 2002

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i need to grow up. i need to motivate my luscious white ass to do the things my heart and mind tell it to, but the ass ignores them and listens to the tiny balls..... i'm a 28 yr old pussy. stuck in a rut. afraid of failure. afraid of taking risks because of past trials and errors. i can do and say what i want in my own corner of the world. i'm just frightened of your corner. i am surrounded by sheep and am terrified of becoming one, yet i follow them on the worn, shit-lined path to the meadow where the wolves patiently wait to take down 1 or 2 of 'em at a time. i have a very confident aura of persona and a mouth to back it up, but am still petrified of myself. i don't want to be beaten down. i don't want to err in judgment. i just want to be the enigmatic me and not the boy who is scared of his shadow, as of late. oh yeah. michelob ultra only has 2.6 grams of carbohydrates...... aahh..................
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binkymcqueen:
It is that exact fear which will breed change my friend. Once you realize adolescents can not sustain itself forever change will come.....However, drinking light beer is a definitive sign of the luscious ass...small balls syndrome --At least get the Sam Adams in the bottle..I thought you might appreciate this-Listening to Starless and Bible Black---scratchy scratchy---Robert Fripp is the man. Keep trying to add you as a friend but the computer just will not have it....Still awaiting instructions to the Isle befoe the weather changes...Happy Hunting!
mtlqueen:
Hi. I'm just about to bake some big greasy chewey chocolate chip cookies for my name that studio party tonight. Want one? Here (*insert cookie icon*)
xo

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