kurobara

So I quit my job today. During the 10 months that I worked there I gave much too much of my energy to that place. I had become obsessed. Now that it's over and done with I find myself oscillating between resolved detachment and hateful paranoia. But sometimes you've just got to know when to turn the page...

I need a new fictional obsession. They never seem to hurt me.

No... actually what I need is to achieve ego-death, then my anger and suffering would lose its significance.

But I want a new fictional obsession too.