I admitted to a female friend, an ex-lover, that I became a member on a website that showcases women in various modes of undress. I am now feeling ashamed. I've been overdosing on my own sorrows. Too bad I don't drink or do drugs, I could escape... for a few hours... I'm not sure what I expected to find here, I guess I wanted to...
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hussein:
we also seem to share a liking for fair-skinned girls. i suggest you get thee to one of Morgan's sets. 
ihatemylife:
I know exactly how you feel about being here. I have some mixed feelings too, I came to this site for reasons other than meeting people or looking at women, but now that I'm here, I like it. But I still don't know if it is allowing me the company I desire to be a healthier person. But I'm really fucking lonely sometimes. I don't know what I want in life, and I don't think this is helping me decide, but at least it offers a distraction at night other than drinking, drugs or food.
Have you ever been alone so much and for so long that you forgot how to communicate? Every unsuccessful attempt at connecting with another human being just increases the emptiness exponentially. If I could have one wish, I'd wish to be oblivious to my own needs. Why do we as human beings need to be around other humans? Or perhaps, more to the immediate point,...
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hussein:
stuff a sock in it, eh? 
Luckily I'll be interning from the the third week of August until late December, so being unemployed isn't that big of a deal for me right now. I don't miss work, it's not like I had any friends there, and I sure as hell didn't miss the shit I had to do there. The most difficult thing about all of this is keeping myself from...
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I have nothing to report. Still unemployed... I'm terrible about keeping a journal, good thing nobody is interested in this crap. I'm a nameless faceless subscriber to a website where people go to look at the girls, not to read other member's journals. Yay.
nopantsdave:
Actually you'll come to find that many of us are here more for the community than the pictures.
I guess I should state that I lost my job a few weeks ago and haven't been able to find a new one. I was pulling in more than 50 grand a year, now I'm making squat. What fun... I've spent more time in college than most ph.ds, but I think my shit is Piled Higher and Deeper than most... Anybody want to give me...
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I'm wishing there were more girls like these around here. I live in a conservative suckhole in the midwest. My pictures are all too damn big to be added to my profile too... This blows.. 