I am plagued by nightmares... All week I haven't slept for shit. I woke up hyper-ventilating this morning.
In my dream I went to some sort of huge formal dance with my current crush, and, while leaving, she vanished. I couldn't find her anywhere...
I feel like shit. Damn nightmares...
added at 8am...
I talked to an old friend for a while on the phone yesterday, she's the one who initially made me feel so guilty for signing up here at a "porn" site...
And halfway through the 2 hour long call, I started to wonder...
What would it be like to talk to someone who actually listened?
In my dream I went to some sort of huge formal dance with my current crush, and, while leaving, she vanished. I couldn't find her anywhere...
I feel like shit. Damn nightmares...
added at 8am...
I talked to an old friend for a while on the phone yesterday, she's the one who initially made me feel so guilty for signing up here at a "porn" site...
And halfway through the 2 hour long call, I started to wonder...
What would it be like to talk to someone who actually listened?
Nightmare suck. I used to have them when I lived with my ex. I'd dream she was cheating on me...but having me catch her on purpose simply to fuck me up. Ugh.
Sleep is overrated anyway...there's enough when you die.