Wednesday Jul 07, 2004

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I've been feeling lost and disconnected. I hate being this way. The utter helplessness of being either unable or unwilling to touch anything meaningful... I can't even write. Usually I could find some solace in writing some poetry... not lately... frown

Anybody know how to hang a suspended ceiling...?
bathory:
it was a difficult task...but i was determined. * starts glowing*

aw, why do you feel lost and disconnected?

i was this way not so long ago. i hate not being able to write in a state like that. it really is close to the worst feeling ever. hmm...let me remember what got me out of it.
i think it was
1) all the awesome support from all of my friends (on SG and off)
2) buying a cd that id never heard of (which, i believe, was a members suggestion)
3) going out walking around and noticing how greatful i should be to have what i do. and just the pure feeling of independence ALWAYS helps me.

hope it helps you.

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