kultboy

It has been an interesting few days. They have been full of warmth, joy, sadness, anger frustration and ultimately a feeling of poetry and explosive love/hate for the world.

I walked straight from the bus station into an extremely painful shoot. It was hot and i was tired and the talent sucked. Chances of us reshooting are very high. I was still buzzed from the weekend so all was well.

Tuesday was just hard. Too much thinking, not enough sleep, drama everywhere around me. Talking to Miss Kitty makes me feel better even when she doesn't feel the greatest. We chatted while i walked home from the pub. I hope i'm helping. I like it when she smiles.

Yesterday i shot with a jimmy jib which is a massive ten metre crane with a remote controlled camera at the end. Big big toy. Unfortunately for the first half of the day it was raining and the sky looked like the inside of my head felt. Grey and dark. Things got better in the afternoon and i got some incredible shots. Reminds me why i do this.

I never thought i would be this person again but i now exercise. I was very active as a child but my adulthood has been......well lazy is not a strong enough word.

I have been cycling almost everyday. I'm really enjoying it. I have been able to push, transform and mould all of my angst into physical torment that i actually enjoy. Last night after starting at six and finishes at the next six. I went for a ride, and pushed myself harder than i have in years. It seriously takes me to a better place.

I went again at seven thirty this morning.

Today all is well. Cancelled a shoot because of the weather. Doing office stuff. Listening to some music. Bantering.

I think this video explains the last week. Poetic and explosive.