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I'm sick frown
Just added some new pictures since all the pictures got deleted last night.
Yesterday I was supposed to go get tattooed but as soon as I got there my friend had an emergency and needed to be taken to the airport, so I went and helped him instead.
Then I went and hung out with the villian, but he's not the villian anymore,...
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itsalivemedia:
I'm sic too frown

But thanks for the strip suggestions! Very cool ideas!

jurasic:
I lost my car downtown....I will find it aftere work...kidding I know where it is~I just don't think I will be meeting you guys today unless you have a cell phone or something...you have my number so leave me a message~Portia wants to go but has no skates...she is bummed so maybe we can grab a bite to eat when i get off of work somewheres@
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Insanity
Psychosis
Reality
Demons
Dreams
Power of suggestion?

Have my nightmares been just that?
The head in my daydreams the bat cracks against has been the wrong one?

We'll see tomorrow smile

Happniess?

8:25pm--I just talked to my best friend Nick smile We made plans for future blood blood blood and my friend Steve will video tape it real nice. Nicer than our last blood blood blood....
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lolita:
Is Nick in town!~
Will he be around for the rollerparty?
It doesnt cost anythign does it?
I am shining up my rollerskates right now!
jurasic:
That's what is so frustrating...there isn't much I can do with my hands tied...If anything should ever happen pls...tell my kids I loved them*
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Wow........seeing Omar was so good I can't even put it into words. We had super fun to the point of memory loss and I can't wait to see him again when he comes back here in 10 days, And when I go there in 24 days.
And when I go there I get to get some star fish tattoos finally filled in which I got...
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hyenahell:
glad to hear things are working out... a villain, eh? interesting indeed.
hyenahell:
glad to hear things are working out... a villain, eh? interesting indeed.
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oh boy oh boy oh boy........in 24 hours I'll be sitting down with Omar smile

I am sooooooo tired. I did fire at Dantes last night then drank a bit too much, then stayed up with my friend Dima talking until WAY too late. I think I'll go to bed around eight......sleepy head

I know my bok
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joubee:
Chicken tastes good........but chicken and fire is almost too much to handle.
hyenahell:
hope it goes well. smile
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Who coined the phrase "familiarity breeds contempt"?
Personally, I think that's total bullshit.
I've never necessarily given thought to it until the last few days, but now that I have I think it's one of the stupidest fucking expressions I have ever heard, and who ever thought it up must have just been stuck in some really stupid situation........with some one really fucking stupid.
I...
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alyssum:
That's aggravating to no end! Like there's anything a little cat could do to him to justify that sort of thing.
tee:
..ummmmmm..
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I will see Omar Tuesday night for sure!! 78 hours away. This is pretty crazy.......It will have been exactly a week since I first saw him on here when we meet. I'm glad we get to see eachother so fast! I am a VERY impatient girl sometimes, and waiting to see someone I haven't seen for so long is the sort of thing that can...
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pirateking8:
Your favorite spot sounds so beautiful I wish I could go Sounds like you've been busy Congrats on the old friends cantact and good luck I'm glad to see you happy it's been awhile hasn't it..
Take care kid..
-ELVIS-wink
alyssum:
It was good meeting you! Union Jack's is completely awesome, I'm gonna have to come back again soon. Thanks so much for the suggestion, I hope I can run into you again soon!
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Jesus......the last four days have been pretty intense. This is probably the most bizarre/needed ruinion of my life. smile I think Omar might come down here early next week and I hope I hope I hope so. We have been emailing like mad and talking on the phone until way too late and I am so happy. There are just SO MANY FUCKING MEMORIES crashing around...
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stewd:
Yep... I'll be rocking it at Dante's on Sunday...

Still need a faithfull webservant? I want to start rockin' soon web-sites soon...

We'll talk on Sunday?

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alisa:
i can't believe that. you have such a beautiful glow when you smile and you're so cute. i'm having a hard time processing the thoughtof it.

if you didn't make it what chance do i ever have of getting on?

edited to say that after reading your profile i think we might have been seperated at birth or since the years are off maybe we were meant to be sisters but the wires got crossed and we got seperated. i love you. you seem genuinely happy and fun. man, i wish we lived in seattle at least i used to live there and know my way around and it's a lot closer to oregon than here. frown frown i've never been so homesick for a place where i wasn't from than i have in the last few weeks or so.

now i'm remembering why i moved almost 3000 miles away from here the first time....

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Last night
for two hours
a sound I never thought I'd hear again
a voice
that always used to calm me down
Omar, Omar, Omar.......
bok bye bye bock bock
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alyssum:
Mid month, mid decade, it's a very auspicious time for a birthdate. smile
Entirely true about people bonking into new tattoos! The funniest for me was my husband, who got most of his ink done before I really got started, who bitched about me always managing to bonk into him... the first day I got my subsequent tattoos, he bonked into them and then felt completely horrible about it, especially since he gave me such a hard time for having done it to him. smile

P.S. I adore the pic in the dirndl! love

[Edited on May 08, 2003]
nordicskin:
hi sweety how you doing?
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I just got the shock of a lifetime. I was looking up on here who might be into one of the bands I listed on my profile, and up comes someone from my past who apparanty still has a way of striking a jumbled mess of emotion in me. Someone I haven't laid eyes on in about seven years.Someone I figured was probably dead. I...
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razor13:
only because you like to bleed, by my estimation, and yeah i was projecting that brokenhearted thing, i might be in oregon in june so i will have to check out one of the sundays.....from the past, i know that feelin'....
twwly:
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Wow....I am doing a photo shoot Sunday I have been wanting to do for a long time.....just me getting really bloody. And quite by chance a friend just gave me a bunch of little IV tubes......just the needle that goes in your arm and about two inches of tubing. So I can put one in on each arm and just squirt!
So. How does that...
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nordicskin:
make me feel a little scared but some how aroused, guess it the ole death and sex adage!
radiobastet:
I don't know what to think about the blood (just be safe, OK?), but good for you re taking a break from the booze. Alcohol is highly overrated, I've discovered. I wish these things at Dante's didn't happen on Sundays!! We never go out on Sunday nights; day of rest and all that, plus Byron has to work the next day. Oh well, one o'these days...

Yes, I freely admit to being prejudiced against Satanists. They themselves will tell you that there's nothing "religious" or "spiritual" about being a Satanist. It's all about "self-empowerment" (i.e., self-centered hedonism), manipulating people to get what they want, and sneering at/stomping on those "lesser beings" who are not as "enlightened" as they. I happen to think that's a pretty stupid way to live, and I'm not afraid to say so. I believe that real spirituality is based on corny stuff like love, empathy, connectedness, interdependence, altruism, union, etc. Satanism seems by definition to be based on the opposite of that. So until they show me different, the prejudice will remain. I ain't holding my breath! wink

Have fun Sunday, and like I say, please be safe. smile