kudra

i don't really know you at all, so forgive me for piping up and posting... words from a stranger, no matter how kind or empathetic, should always be taken with a a grain of salt...

...but having just gone through the toughest year of my life (when i felt very much the same way as you've stated above), i guess i just wanted to post some kind words in hopes that maybe they'd put a sunnier spin on your current state of affairs.

so, drawing a clue from your username and a certain favorite author of yours, i offer you this:

in times like these, try to remember what Alobar found written in the dust on the mantle:

erlichda

sometimes it's not so much what happens to us as it is how we take it.

There have been many times in the past were i've looked at a knife and wondered if i should use it on myself...or someone else!!! i generally just put it away and move on. Life is to interesting to me, even when it's shitty!