Just had a very good night with my very good friend Scott.
Scott is always able to help me put things in perspective that are right in front of my face, and I feel like there are things I have been trying to work out for a while now........he makes everything clear. I am eternally grateful for his mind and his image of me and...
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Scott is always able to help me put things in perspective that are right in front of my face, and I feel like there are things I have been trying to work out for a while now........he makes everything clear. I am eternally grateful for his mind and his image of me and...
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Hmmm.
I'm a little tea pot.
I'm a little tea pot.
pirateking8:
Short and stout....
That suckes about your car...You didn't lose your job did you?
Take care kid
-ELVIS-
That suckes about your car...You didn't lose your job did you?
Take care kid
-ELVIS-
My little friend in the cage is creeping into my head again, but that's okay because now I want him there. (in my head, not in the cage)
I finally get to go to Idaho soon. I've been trying to get there for a while to visit my brother who is about to die (don't say sorry for that please, it's okay) and I am...
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I finally get to go to Idaho soon. I've been trying to get there for a while to visit my brother who is about to die (don't say sorry for that please, it's okay) and I am...
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razor13:
that went over my head....resolution=insanity, i can't quite connect that concept, i am tired and sexless myself, lonely sociopaths are so unattractive...
escapegoat:
glad i could make ya giggle
i think we should create a lonely sociopath club
razor will be the poster child
i think we should create a lonely sociopath club
razor will be the poster child
I am suffering three kinds of heartache.
suffering.
suffering.
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kudra:
maybe. It feels more like I'm shoving my own head under the water.
alisa:
i don't know what's going on so all i can offer you is this:
strangulation
masurbation
elation
how many people here think that is about them?
razor blade dreams are pretty
don't meet me in the big house
I'll meet you in the forest
maybe next time ravens and dogs will boss us around
they'll order:
release sexual tension
it makes dreams more prophetic
how many people here think that is about them?
don't cry
I have a feeling...
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masurbation
elation
how many people here think that is about them?
razor blade dreams are pretty
don't meet me in the big house
I'll meet you in the forest
maybe next time ravens and dogs will boss us around
they'll order:
release sexual tension
it makes dreams more prophetic
how many people here think that is about them?
don't cry
I have a feeling...
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hyenahell:
off to see the doc. never been to the swamps- i think i'd like to live in a swamp, though. the interesting thing about art- about any expression, really, artistic or not- is that the viewer will always relate it to herself. there is a human tendancy towards anger or bitterness directed at a non-inclusion... and everyone wants to believe they are the center of the universe.
lolita:
hi!!!!!
In the last three weeks I have 95% lost interest in the book I was working on. But I have gained 95% interest in a book I was going to write before but didn't becuase it was too painful to write. Now I think I can combine aspects of the two.
Razor had a beautiful dream about me and I have been picturing it in...
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Razor had a beautiful dream about me and I have been picturing it in...
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papawheelie:
thanks so much! Ill pass that along
jurasic:
That's a bad dream...My X just tried to pull some serious shit again...I don't get it...Where are my rights~
I had a really good weekend with Omar....and got to hang out with many old friends and spends lots of time just being laaaaaaaazy. Now the coziest sleeper is gone
P.S. NO, you DON'T know me. So don't walk up and start telling me how you "know me" when you see me in public.
P.S. NO, you DON'T know me. So don't walk up and start telling me how you "know me" when you see me in public.
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joubee:
Can i tell you on line? "I cyber know you"...hahaha. jk. I get people at school that do that and its annoying....except they imply they know my titties..hmmmmmmmm.
hyenahell:
it's strange to think that people have internet personalities and real-life personalities- in so much as that, on the internet, you can be more selective about the parts of yourself that you expose. and there's only so much you can tell about someone without actually meeting them face-to-face.
ALL HAIL THE SUN!!
Glorious sunshine;
how I love to bask in your heat drip;
as you burn my seasonal depression away...........
Glorious sunshine;
how I love to bask in your heat drip;
as you burn my seasonal depression away...........
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git:
hrmmm... usually my depression is just seasonal too... but lately it hasn't been going away... I'll go ahead and blame the HUGE amt. of stress I'm under.
I had a panic attack in my sleep last nite. Yeah. IN MY SLEEP! I dreamed I was trying to do too much, and had a packed day (as usual) and then a friend called me and told me they couldn't come at whatever time which knocked my schedule on its ass and I started hyperventilating IN MY SLEEP and my primary partner had to wake me up so I'd start breathing normally. That's fucked up. That's why I'm getting out of the city for awhile.
Why am I rambling about this in yr journal?
-Git-
I had a panic attack in my sleep last nite. Yeah. IN MY SLEEP! I dreamed I was trying to do too much, and had a packed day (as usual) and then a friend called me and told me they couldn't come at whatever time which knocked my schedule on its ass and I started hyperventilating IN MY SLEEP and my primary partner had to wake me up so I'd start breathing normally. That's fucked up. That's why I'm getting out of the city for awhile.
Why am I rambling about this in yr journal?
-Git-
jurasic:
Another exciting episode at Dantes...glad things are working for you...
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This week has really sucked.
I can't wait until Omar gets here Saturday; we will have fun and he will cheer me up. >>> 
I can't wait until Omar gets here Saturday; we will have fun and he will cheer me up.
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jurasic:
Sorry...it sux here for some reason too...I will see you sunday night~
jaime:
HELL YES! Steven Stapleton is really nice. Eye met him in San Francisco when Current 93 played there recently & he was talking to everyone & signing stuff. Eye am totally fucking excited! The last year has been the best! Eye FINALLY got to see DEATH IN JUNE! met 13oyd Rice... They Might Be Giants! & FINALLY witnessed CURRENT 93 on stage!!! fucking incredible, man....so, see ya there?
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Getting married is easy;
just take the largest object you can find and shove it up your ass. Preferably a metal object with shart points.
Eventually you take that object out of your ass and drop it in a pond.
(que the reflective music)
The object ripples......and from that point on the effect just keeps moving outward into your life.
Maybe the object was lubed...
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just take the largest object you can find and shove it up your ass. Preferably a metal object with shart points.
Eventually you take that object out of your ass and drop it in a pond.
(que the reflective music)
The object ripples......and from that point on the effect just keeps moving outward into your life.
Maybe the object was lubed...
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git:
tell meeeee! crazy like "sexy" or crazy like "murderous" or crazy like "sexy murder" WHAT?!
pirateking8:
I like happy BLOOD too, and of course I'm not going to flaunt my dick I'm not that kinda guy...I just felt like trying something new...Why do you need three hundred dollars?
Take care kid
-ELVIS-
Take care kid
-ELVIS-
"don't forget to do your mouth exercises"
HOW DO I DELETE MYSELF FROM GROUPS??
HOW DO I DELETE MYSELF FROM GROUPS??
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pirateking8:
Ok your changing stuff on me agian..Borneo?
I haven't seen SEVEN in so long I didn't even know Kevin Spacey was in it..
-ELVIS-
I haven't seen SEVEN in so long I didn't even know Kevin Spacey was in it..
-ELVIS-
oninotaki:
hey I read your thread on body mods and Ive been trying to find info on penis mods. I havent been having much luck though because you cant find anything on the internet relating to the penis. Anyway I was wondering if you could give me a kick in the right direction.
The last two weeks have been crazy and the last two days have been good for decompression and I think everything is all balanced out and now I feel normal again......but now normal is different than my past reality and that is great
I had a nice mellow weekend and spent lots and lots of time alone in my pj's even though it was so...
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I had a nice mellow weekend and spent lots and lots of time alone in my pj's even though it was so...
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nordicskin:
yeah they were hard to wash that way!
mayameow:
Chirrup-mewmew...prrrrrrr. (Hello painted lady girl how are you? I lay around all by myself too. It's kind of a hobby of mine..... ahhhh.)
Meow! (Yummm... tasty treats! Yes, my Owner Boy is my mommy and he gives me yummy treats every day and sometimes he gives me some meowijuana, er, catnip, and then I lick it all up and it feels pretty good. )
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Meow! (Yummm... tasty treats! Yes, my Owner Boy is my mommy and he gives me yummy treats every day and sometimes he gives me some meowijuana, er, catnip, and then I lick it all up and it feels pretty good. )
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you're one of the good ones
xxx
most ppl are not that convincing..