Friday Jul 11, 2003

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You sweaty muthafucka, thank you for making my days happy. I'll be missing you until I get to see you again. miao!!
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geneklein:
I get outta town when ever I can......so...Portland is definitely not far.........I've been to montana and Canada in the last 2 weeks......so I have no fear of travel...especially if there is someone to meet...hehe
hyenahell:
nice hard collar bones are the cornerstones of all good heads.

Thursday Jul 10, 2003

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Ugh. It's a bijillion degrees out.
Ow. I feel like I have a cheese grater inside my cute little uterus.

I am feeling lazy due to this heat, and an uncontrollable lack of sleep in my life the past week. But I feel good today.

Hooray hooray, Omar will be here tomorrow.

wtf? ARRR!!! EL SUICIDO LOCO ooo aaa blush
escapegoat:
cheese grater uterus
like a pearing knife penis?
hyenahell:
it was a bajillion degrees yesterday. today it decided to rain again. my poor plaster can't handle too much more moisture.
so awakened from napping and speaking of lack of sleep (due, alas, to drippy drips on my face)... coffee time.

Tuesday Jul 08, 2003

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In the last year I am constantly reminded of a line in Memoirs of a Geisha.....Sayuri is pining away over her destiny and Mameha says, "Young girls hope all sorts of foolish things, Sayuri. Hopes are like hair ornaments. Girls want to wear too many of them. When they become old women they look silly wearing even one."
I know I'm far from being an...
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kayla_:
uhh...hi
you have a lot of tattoos
jaime:
Amen.

Lately I have been dealing with this sinking feeling that I always have been alone and always will be alone. I don't fear it, it's just so damn sad. Sad to know that you only really have yourself. Everyone else may be there at times, but they'll vanish eventually. & so will I, I guess.
I've decided that it is foolish and delusional to desire another individual to share your life with. I hate love.

Monday Jul 07, 2003

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I don't have any butterflies tattooed on my ass, but I do have some butterflies in my stomach the past few days........
shocked
razor13:
flies in the butter....

Sunday Jul 06, 2003

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Swinging half naked in the park at 5:30am is great.
Do it.

From my neck, to my chest, down my little belly, to my knees; I am lobster red. Very, VERY red.
portia:
I have a fucked up sunburn. I was wearing a weird shirt when I got burned. I look like some ugly two toned deco rug.
omarkhan:
It seems to me you would have learned your lesson the first time. Was it not bad enough? Did you want to know if the Portland Sun burned different then my Seattle sun?
Im laughing.
Ill talk to you later, and I will see you this weekend.

Saturday Jul 05, 2003

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So I only eat meat once in a great while. I make an exception for BBQ's. I love Chicken Apple Sausages. So I went to a BBQ yesterday and had sausage, then my friend had cooked some ribs. I haven't eaten ribs since about 1989, and I wanted to. So I did.
I woke up at 4am feeling a little queasy. At first I thought...
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pirateking8:
Well I'm sorry that you don't feel good.I heard that if you haven't eaten meat in a long time then you have to pace yourself a little at a time...

My interveiw with college went great I have to take a placement test on Tuesday it was another Mission that I faild..
Take care hope you feel better

-ELVIS-wink
razor13:
that's why i barbecued a salmon that i caught on friday...no icky meats for me, hope you have a nice tofu barbecue soon, i have not been near a computer or in phone range lately...but i did have a dream...

Thursday Jul 03, 2003

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I AM SO EXCITED!!!!
I was just talking to my supposed to have been this weekend visitor who will be coming next weekend instead, when my best friend in the whole wide world called. He might be living back up here again in TWO LITTLE WEEKS! Me and my best friend started hanging out last September, and right away he was my new super best...
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escapegoat:
it is a shame when
that the truth connot be handled well
problem is
most of the world prefers to live in denial
distorted ruths
its very popular these days

have a good day today
and hopefully you can have fun with yer boy
soon
take care
jaime:
As for Tim's party- I'd like to go but I'm priestessing on thee 13th and I have to be at thee Lodge early. I'd invite you to the Gnostic Mass but I don't think you'd be interested. it's hard to tell and it's not something you convert people into doing. maybe we could hook up before Sinferno...I'll be home after 5pm. if I don't hear from you I'll give you a shout.

Thursday Jul 03, 2003

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Yummy morning. Mmm, mmmm, good. kiss

Tuesday Jul 01, 2003

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Lately I much prefer spending time with just one person at a time. I've been shying away from 'group' activity. Which basically means, if I can get you alone/away from our/your other friend, that's what I'll do. If I had the time and money I'd take the precious few I'm willing to give my time too and take them to the beach for 24 hours...
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bleh:
have you checked out her website?

http://www.westgatenecromantic.com/

iknow they were talking about doing a bed and breakfast deal at the gallery as well... dunno where the project is at right now but it'd probably be worth checking out if you ever make it down this way...

as interesting as this conversation is, i haave to bring it to a close now.. at leas for the next 3 weeks.. take care
escapegoat:
well hell
say hi to mr dirty for me then

Monday Jun 30, 2003

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My brother hasn't even been dead a month, and yesterday I found out my step dad has lung cancer. Very progressed lung cancer. I am pretty close to my step dad.
Not like I didn't already know cigarettes kill people, but this has hit a little more close to home and I quit smoking today.
I'm really glad I have a three day weekend. It's...
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alisa:
much love and many kisses to you. i hope that you are able to cope through this very difficult time. if there's anything i can do to help from all the way over here please don't hesitate to ask. i'll be there for you in any way that i can.

love ya
kiss
hyenahell:
i lit a candle on my altar for you and yours. god bless, lady.

Saturday Jun 28, 2003

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The last 24 hours have been great. My aunt and uncle recently moved out to Hag Lake (about 50 miles out of Portland) so I went out there last night. Their house is up on a hill above the lake and there is a huge porch that looks out over the lake and it is beautiful. And they have a big huge yard that I...
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jaime:
beautiful! I am desperately craving nature..must go camping or something soon!

I just woke up, just got your message...I'll call you.

CRISPIN HELLION GLOVER is the most attractive man that has ever walked this earth. and he's got personality & wit...not to mention he enjoys offending people or at least getting them to think about offense topics. just read his essay concerning his film WHAT IS IT in Apocalypse Culture II. Have you seen the new Charlie's Angels yet? his beauty is so immense that he seems supernatural. it would be impossible for me to choose just one of his previous characters as a crush. They all have affected me...& they all are really hot. Larry, Layne, Rubin, Willard, The Thin Man, McFly & the list goes on & on.
razor13:
movies, maybe, but no cartoons....thanks for picking me up on such short notice and bad timing, i really liked the bbq and meeting your friend...i hope you got some good rest and are feling good today....

Thursday Jun 26, 2003

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Another hot day......I had scrumdidilliupmptious ice cream after work.
I don't think my exciting weekend visitor is happening after all, so I'll move on to being excited about the weekend visitor I get next weekend. Who is ultra exciting. As well as being the coolest, tallest Korean ever.
razor13:
as soon as i shake death's icy grip on my soul.....
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