Still feeling disconnected, but realizing and reminding myself that no one is responsible for my happiness but me and if I want something to be different I have to get myself up and change it. Their are no hand outs in life and if I'm tired of the current situation then I need to make different choices.

I can slow down and I can...
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dariianity:
That is very true

Feeling disconnected from just about all your friends and realizing that, while it's a kinda crappy feeling, it might just mean that some of those relationships have run their course or are going to end sooner than you thought, even from a few months ago. And also realizing, that, that is perfectly ok.

Some people are in your life for a short while and...
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Getting some small chores out of the way while watching ZDogg MD and listening to Court Junkie. The next 3 days........ fence building~ yay......

Cause some patients make all the BS worth it

When ur done and over with every provider, nurse, patient and thing at work. And then, then you have one patient come in who makes all of the BS worth it.

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all day i have been jittery and unable to keep still. i have to keep moving. even when i came home and had a glass of wine to try and relax i can't stop moving. maybe i'm having a manic episode right now? who knows... they still seem like they aren't sure.