*sigh*
Sometimes I am an idiot. I don't understand why I do things the way that I do. I know that procrastinating will lead to problems, but I always do it. I know that I am capable of SO much more than I actually accomplish and I still do nothing to remedy the situation. I can't imagine how disappointing I must be to my parents. I mean, I know they say they are proud of me, but I could do so much more. Bleh.
I am having a bad week, but I hide it well, yes? haha
I cannot begin to put to words how very much I am looking forward to the end of this week! I am hoping to make it out relatively unscathed and ready for an awesome weekend with Matty. Sometimes life just sucks, no?
I am stressing myself to death (as usual) with school (midterms) and this stupid JM situation. Somehow I managed to royally piss him off last night and now things are rather unpleasant. I just want to make something work so I am not tempted to murder him whilst he sleeps. Then who'd pay the rent? Bad plan really.
I suppose I ought to quite my bitching and go prepare myself for school and lab. I guess I should just keep my chin up and hope for the best.
Hope anyone reading this is having a good day!
Ciao.
Sometimes I am an idiot. I don't understand why I do things the way that I do. I know that procrastinating will lead to problems, but I always do it. I know that I am capable of SO much more than I actually accomplish and I still do nothing to remedy the situation. I can't imagine how disappointing I must be to my parents. I mean, I know they say they are proud of me, but I could do so much more. Bleh.
I am having a bad week, but I hide it well, yes? haha
I cannot begin to put to words how very much I am looking forward to the end of this week! I am hoping to make it out relatively unscathed and ready for an awesome weekend with Matty. Sometimes life just sucks, no?
I am stressing myself to death (as usual) with school (midterms) and this stupid JM situation. Somehow I managed to royally piss him off last night and now things are rather unpleasant. I just want to make something work so I am not tempted to murder him whilst he sleeps. Then who'd pay the rent? Bad plan really.
I suppose I ought to quite my bitching and go prepare myself for school and lab. I guess I should just keep my chin up and hope for the best.
Hope anyone reading this is having a good day!
Ciao.
phoenixgirl:
I thought you guys broke up?
disposablehero:
i'm looking forward to seeing you this weekend as well. you just let me know what you'd like to do while i'm there. i'm game for just about anything. i hope to help improve your mood. i think we'll have a good time together. maybe we should go out somewhere and get a guinness. anyway, i'm super excited for friday! i hope your next day and a half go well until i show up. we should go on an adventure! i'll be seeing you soon! caio bella!