Holy Crap it's hot!!! It's 11 something at night and it's still really friggin' HOT!! I hate the valley!! Ick! Hot weather is my mortal enemy! 
I am a sad panda!
So . . .the hot weather makes me dream of land to the north . . like Finland! I got another e-mail from Ville (my friend's finnish friend) with a link to a site with lots of information about living/studying/working in Finland! I am a huge dork, I know, but everytime i get e-mails from him or read about Finland I do a little happydance in my chair haha
Traveling makes me excited!!
I've been listening to these CDs I got to teach myself Finnish. It is starting to sound like a language to me now hehe It always take awhile to get used to something. It makes me feel better about the limited French I know because I know soooooooo much more French than I do FInnish. I wish I had some Finnish movies or something. I like foreign films, but they are harder to come by here. I am pretty sure I've never run across a Finnish film. Borders in SF had a sorta big forign section last I was there . . .snazzy!
My fiance is still not home!!! He is a month late! This is really driving me crazy!! I just want to see him!! It's been 9 months since I last saw him! I keep hearing or reading about people bitching about not having sex in two weeks or two months or whatever and I cannot make myself feel bad for them. It's been nine fucking months! That is far to long to go without seeing the object of your affection believe you me!! I do sometimes feel a bit like a jerk when people complain about their relationship troubles and all I can say is "Well, he's not in Iraq" cuz that's really my problem and I don't need to be a meanie-pants about it. I know some people have things much worse than I do so I should stop bitching. Jean-Marc is probably dying over there waiting for leave. At least I have AC and good friends here! Blech!! Enough about that business!
Um . . .so I watched something about plastic surgery the other day (I have a weird fasination with surgery shows). I have some mixed emotions about plastic surgery. On one had I don't like that people feel like they need to undergo major surgery to make themselves attractive. At the same time who am I to judge them? I like myself and I would never (barring some sort of disfiguring accident) want to have surgery to change myself. That's all fine and dandy for me, but that doesn't mean everyone feels that way. I think I am lucky to have a fiance that tells me as often as he can that he thinks I am beautiful so I feel beautiful (most of the time or some of the time). Of course, I still get boob-evny now and then. Actually, lately I've been feelin' somewhat less that attractive. I generally feel like crud in the heat and stuff.I feel like a lazy bum. I haven't run in quite awhile . . .Anyway, I digress, plastic surgery is not for KT and I don't know what exactly to say from here. Oh, I am scared of 18 year olds getting boob jobs for graduation gifts or old ladies with plastic, mask-y, uber-perky smiles. Creepy. 
Oh in strange news, yesterday a lady in my mom's office called her to tell her she was leaving the building and she saw a man that was dressed like a carpenter or something of that sort standing outside. The man had a knife in his hand and he slit one of his wrists. He was bleeding all over the place and then he started to wobble a bit. She said she wasnt sure why she was calling my mom and she should probably call 911. My mom went to look out the window and she said she saw the man start to walk down the street trailing blood after him. I don't know what happened to the man. My mom said it was creepy and she went outside and saw a huge blood puddle on the sidewalk today. Weird.
Haven't done too much lately . . .work . . . I went to a job site yesterday and got way too much sun! It was so hot outside and I was out between 1:30 and 4 which was the worst part of the day. We were wondering around under a deck so it was dirty too. Also, spiders. (I hate them) After my hot day of work I went to pint night at the pub last night. Do you ever feel like you have toothpaste on you nose? Sometimes I have this weird feeling that people are lookin' at me. Drunk people seem to sort of stare longer than they should. Sort of strange. I don't understand. Anway, a few of my friends drank a wee bit too much . . . I left before the puking and passing out began.
I should probably go to bed soonish because it's late and I am supposed to get up early so we can hit the road before there is too much traffic. I am going to spend the weekend in SC and hope it's not so hot!
Um pic . . .
I am a sad panda!
So . . .the hot weather makes me dream of land to the north . . like Finland! I got another e-mail from Ville (my friend's finnish friend) with a link to a site with lots of information about living/studying/working in Finland! I am a huge dork, I know, but everytime i get e-mails from him or read about Finland I do a little happydance in my chair haha
Traveling makes me excited!!
I've been listening to these CDs I got to teach myself Finnish. It is starting to sound like a language to me now hehe It always take awhile to get used to something. It makes me feel better about the limited French I know because I know soooooooo much more French than I do FInnish. I wish I had some Finnish movies or something. I like foreign films, but they are harder to come by here. I am pretty sure I've never run across a Finnish film. Borders in SF had a sorta big forign section last I was there . . .snazzy!
My fiance is still not home!!! He is a month late! This is really driving me crazy!! I just want to see him!! It's been 9 months since I last saw him! I keep hearing or reading about people bitching about not having sex in two weeks or two months or whatever and I cannot make myself feel bad for them. It's been nine fucking months! That is far to long to go without seeing the object of your affection believe you me!! I do sometimes feel a bit like a jerk when people complain about their relationship troubles and all I can say is "Well, he's not in Iraq" cuz that's really my problem and I don't need to be a meanie-pants about it. I know some people have things much worse than I do so I should stop bitching. Jean-Marc is probably dying over there waiting for leave. At least I have AC and good friends here! Blech!! Enough about that business!
Um . . .so I watched something about plastic surgery the other day (I have a weird fasination with surgery shows). I have some mixed emotions about plastic surgery. On one had I don't like that people feel like they need to undergo major surgery to make themselves attractive. At the same time who am I to judge them? I like myself and I would never (barring some sort of disfiguring accident) want to have surgery to change myself. That's all fine and dandy for me, but that doesn't mean everyone feels that way. I think I am lucky to have a fiance that tells me as often as he can that he thinks I am beautiful so I feel beautiful (most of the time or some of the time). Of course, I still get boob-evny now and then.
Actually, lately I've been feelin' somewhat less that attractive. I generally feel like crud in the heat and stuff.I feel like a lazy bum. I haven't run in quite awhile . . .Anyway, I digress, plastic surgery is not for KT and I don't know what exactly to say from here. Oh, I am scared of 18 year olds getting boob jobs for graduation gifts or old ladies with plastic, mask-y, uber-perky smiles. Creepy.
Oh in strange news, yesterday a lady in my mom's office called her to tell her she was leaving the building and she saw a man that was dressed like a carpenter or something of that sort standing outside. The man had a knife in his hand and he slit one of his wrists. He was bleeding all over the place and then he started to wobble a bit. She said she wasnt sure why she was calling my mom and she should probably call 911. My mom went to look out the window and she said she saw the man start to walk down the street trailing blood after him. I don't know what happened to the man. My mom said it was creepy and she went outside and saw a huge blood puddle on the sidewalk today. Weird.
Haven't done too much lately . . .work . . . I went to a job site yesterday and got way too much sun! It was so hot outside and I was out between 1:30 and 4 which was the worst part of the day. We were wondering around under a deck so it was dirty too. Also, spiders. (I hate them) After my hot day of work I went to pint night at the pub last night. Do you ever feel like you have toothpaste on you nose? Sometimes I have this weird feeling that people are lookin' at me. Drunk people seem to sort of stare longer than they should. Sort of strange. I don't understand. Anway, a few of my friends drank a wee bit too much . . .
I left before the puking and passing out began.
I should probably go to bed soonish because it's late and I am supposed to get up early so we can hit the road before there is too much traffic. I am going to spend the weekend in SC and hope it's not so hot!
Um pic . . .
your fiance not being home SUCKS BIG TIME. I hope you at least hear from him regularly. It MUST be SOO hard to be taht far from him.. hoping he is ok.
wishing he was by your side.
I hope for the BOTH of your sakes he comes home soon, all safe and sound.
So your going to be in SC for the weekeend? Will you be there on MONDAY?
I hope so. that way you can meet me and a few others over at the boardwalk.
(that would be cool! I hope you can make it.)
Let me know ok?
Talk to ya later
Crym