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I think I am going nuts! I am so anxious about Jean-Marc coming home! I have no idea when though. He keeps calling and saying "Maybe today . . .maybe in several days . . ." Ahhhhh!!! He's been saying this for weeks!! I keep getting all excited and worked up! I haven't really been sleeping cuz I can't make my brain stop spinnin! I wish he'd just get here so I could sleep I hate not knowing! Stupid ARMY! I should kick 'em! Honestly, I really feel kinda crappy these days. Sometimes I feel like I could pass out (I need sleep) soemtimes I feel like I could

Hope he hurries!! I miss him and I wanna give him big kisses!

It's quite hot at the moment. I really really don't like hot weather. Especially at night time. Icky

Unless JM magically shows up on saturday I will be moving into my new house in Santa Cruz! I am excited about it! I've never really had my own place (well, i'll have housemates, but that's ok). I lived at home then in the dorms and now I finally have a house! Lauren and I are buying spiffy stuff for the house. I baught a checkers game with shotglasses as pieces. She got a Queen poster which we are trying to convince Val needs to hang over our fireplace. I am excited, but moving is a lot of work! I will have a house at the beach! I hope people will visit me . . .

Today I saw the family that used to babysit my sister and me when we were young. It was strange! I hadn't seen them in years. I also saw a guy I went to highschool with at the pub tonight. It's so strange to keep running into people I went to school with years ago.

I smell like smoke from the pub. Pint night is swell and all, but the swelling goes down kinda fast. I got stuck talking to the drunk weird guy again. Matty and Ben saved me though. I talked to the gal that is scared of me. She thinks I am going to kill her because I am a robot with lasers in my boobs. Yup.

Oh I saw a little girl on girl love at the pub. Wonder what it's like. JM says I can go for it as long as there is photographic proof haha What a nice fiance he is.

I saw a burned up building today for work. It smelled like BBQ and campfire. I don't think anyone was hurt in the fire. On the way to see the building I did see a road blocked off where and accident was being cleaned up. I heard later that multiple people were killed. I drove by later and saw chalk lines on the road and someone cleaning up debris. It kinda creeped me out. I am not usually the sort to be creeped out, but today was a bit different. I worry about my honeybunny cuz he's in Iraq, but what if I'd died in a car crash in Modesto waiting for him to get home? K, I dun wanna think about that so much right now.

I guess I should go try to sleep. Ick it's so hot!!

My feet are sad

Poor feeties.