Fair warning, rambling and semi-mopey post ahead.
So it's been an interesting few days. The sleep shift has been really odd. I've been dreaming again, I've gotten up and gone walking around town, I'm out iin the sunshine, it's fantastic. I feel human again, with all those normal ups and downs.
I had one of the most vivid dreams in a long time this morning....
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So it's been an interesting few days. The sleep shift has been really odd. I've been dreaming again, I've gotten up and gone walking around town, I'm out iin the sunshine, it's fantastic. I feel human again, with all those normal ups and downs.
I had one of the most vivid dreams in a long time this morning....
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Blerg!!! Apparantly my body has decided to reset its sleep schedule without any input from me. I crashed out at at 11:30 last night (the horror) and was unable to sleep anymore at 6:30 this morning (eww!), which means I am awake right now. Yuck! How do people do this on a regular basis? Its all early and sunny and not dark and crap. I...
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akathisia:
Ha ha, i love the last paragraph of your entry. Sad thing, is i have been cleaning a lot lately. Doing dishes and rounding up laundry all the time. It doesn't feel like "me" but if Kristana is indeed moving in.....well i need to keep things nice since she has stated she likes her place to be pretty clean. I still hate cleaning, but i seem to be doing it automatically a lot more often.
I would be willing to help set up a party, but i think our house needs a break right now, since we will be starting to move stuff soon in order to make way for Kristana. Maybe hit up Dylan and see if he would be down with a party or something. And of course after Kristana has moved in we could have a smaller party.....the room that she will be in of course will be less or not accessible, so.....
Lets all move out to the country in a great big house.
I would be willing to help set up a party, but i think our house needs a break right now, since we will be starting to move stuff soon in order to make way for Kristana. Maybe hit up Dylan and see if he would be down with a party or something. And of course after Kristana has moved in we could have a smaller party.....the room that she will be in of course will be less or not accessible, so.....
Lets all move out to the country in a great big house.
Ok, its been a wee while since i have updated. I just haven't had the urge to say anything. Not enough sleep and to much work will do that to you.
So, let's see, in the recent events, last night Dylan and Kristana came over and we watched Ju-on and discussed the "paranormal" for quite awhile afterwords. I must say, that movie was decidedly creepy,...
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So, let's see, in the recent events, last night Dylan and Kristana came over and we watched Ju-on and discussed the "paranormal" for quite awhile afterwords. I must say, that movie was decidedly creepy,...
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akathisia:
I want to hang out with you and Kristana together sometime. Also, i need to make it bowling someday.
No worries about the craft circle......I'm not going either. No one is going to show up, anyway.
Can i come have breakfast with you?
No worries about the craft circle......I'm not going either. No one is going to show up, anyway.
Can i come have breakfast with you?
marshieparshie:
fake ice cream is so much better than the real stuff. as for cheese, i make up for it with enormous amounts of olive oil.
Wow, I had a great time. I am so sore and tired. I just woke up from a nice 14 hour sleep. I talked to Nina and corrected my timeline of the past few days. We had a great time hanging out with the Real Mckenies. I hope to hang out with them again sometime.
marshieparshie:
i thought about going, but i decided to do homework instead. sounds like i made the wrong choice.
akathisia:
Whoa......so many hours of music, so good, and yet i feel so badd.....oh yeah 80's metalllllll
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akathisia:
dude, you rock out sooooo hardcore!
I love that pic!
I love that pic!
akathisia:
I'm glad you like the pik-chorr too! I am not usually the best photograpger though, so don't trust me. 
Aaaaahhhhrgg. I don't know bowling sounds great. If you are going to pay for me i will owe you sooooooo bigtime. I will submit to your every whim. Well, okay, maybe not every single one. Hey, what are you looking at me like that for? And why are you pointing to my face and your crotch?
..........................Hey now!!!!
Aaaaahhhhrgg. I don't know bowling sounds great. If you are going to pay for me i will owe you sooooooo bigtime. I will submit to your every whim. Well, okay, maybe not every single one. Hey, what are you looking at me like that for? And why are you pointing to my face and your crotch?
..........................Hey now!!!!
I feel naked!!! I took my tongue stud out last night. I really feel wierd without it, it had become a part of me. I'm letting it heal up for a few months so i can get it pierced straight this time. So its for a good reason, but it still feels really strange. Oh well, June 27th, I can get it repierced, and i...
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marshieparshie:
to the zappa. now that you're sXe, do you want to drink some of the beer i made? hehe, so eeeeeviiil.
to the zappa. now that you're sXe, do you want to drink some of the beer i made? hehe, so eeeeeviiil.
marshieparshie:
it says anti-war
Well, I just got back into town from Spike & Mike's animation festival, and it was entertaining. You know, the realization that it is totally doable to zip up the freeway and spend a few hours in portland has been great. I'm totally stoked too, because i got my car today, and now i'm relearning how to drive a stickshift. Look out world, i'll be...
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akathisia:
1)Have you ever taken up self-sacrifce? If so, why, for how long, what, etc. At first, quitting smoking was mentally difficult though a physical necessity (i had bronchitis so bad i could hardly breathe). Iy has been well over three years now since i have smoked. I guess another would be having sex......i went about a year and a half or two without having sex before i met Greg. I was horny. And i did know guys who would have fucked me. But i withheld, and i am glad. Random sex stresses me out too much emotionally anyway, so i am glad i waited for that reason.
2)What music relaxes you, just carries you away to another place for a while? DEEP FORREST (yesh!), Lisa Gerrard and anything Dead Can Dance, Mazzy Star (sometimes), This Mortal Coil
3)Would you rather be able to breathe underwater, or fly? Why? HA HA HA At first i thought that said breathe underwear! That would be awesome. I will live in your underwear drawer, make sure to toss in some clean underwear every hour or so, cause i need it to breathe!
Actually, breathe underwater, because i am terrified and fascinated by the whole world underwater that i haven't been able to explore.
4)Considering getting any body mods soon? What, Where, Why? I have a lot of tattoo plans, but very few that are completely solid. I have to work on them all a bit. Also, i would love to have my nips done, and i am also very very scared.
5)Pancakes or Waffles? Maple syrup, jam, or plain? Hashbrowns or toast? Eggs or tofu? Soysage or Fakin Bacon? Or are you one of those Lucky Charms people? Breakfast is a serious business, and how you answer says a lot to me. Plus, i've been craving diner breakfast lately.
Pancakes!!!! Preferably with cinnamon apples and maple syrup on them. Definately hash browns, with salt, pepper, a little hot sauce and ketchup. Eggs with grated cheddar on top. Soysage because its not meat, but i don't know if i like the stuff or not. I only like the marshmallows in Lucky Charms when they are dry, they are a little gross when milk'd. Mmmmm. Diner. Except i hate Sharis.
6)Noon or Midnight? Even though i am tired lately by midnight, i would have to choose it, because at noon i am always at work.
7)What defines "good music" to you?
Something i can relate to emotionally, physically (like it makes my hair stand up on end), energetically (makes me want to dance), lyrically or content wise (punk for example, and some metal), or just mood related (honky tonk is certainly mood related). I think i do like some stuff that isn't "good" music per ce, but if it makes me feel good, thats good. also if it seems like the people who made the music really care about it, thats one step closer to "good" status....the passion involved in its creation. Also, there is something to be said of technical skill sometimes.....like "how the fizzuck did they do that?!!! Awesome!"
8)What country would you most like to be the leader of?
Uhhhhhhhhhhhh....Madagascar? I don't know why i said that. They have cool animals, which i wopuld work to protect.....other than that there are no deep political reasons.
9)You have $100 million and three months to live, what do you do? I don't know why this question is so hard. If i bought material goods that would just be dumb considering my impending demise. Eh. Maybe i'd buy a gun so i could die on myt own terms if it got bad enough. Fuck you death! And the rest of the money would go to my parents or greg. No seriously? I would travel i guess. Even if i'm not going to hold on to the memories at least the last part of my life would be interesting and new that way.
10)You are going to be reincarnated as the animal of your choice. Which one and why? The sloth because they can be so slow and have no problem with it at all. They are creepy yet graceful somehow. That, or a flying squirrel just because they are so fricking cute.
11)The Beatles or Elvis? What am i choosing? Which one i'd prefer to listen to right now? Which one i think is better music? Because the answers are different.
12)If you could be anywhere in the world at this exact instant, where would that be? Holland, so long as i had a little more money than i actually do right now.
13)Bowling or Billiards? I just like bowling better. Hucking a heavy ball around is just satisfying somehow.
14)What do you see when you close your eyes? Eyelids. And some cartoonish violence that has been in my dreams lately.
15)Did you smile at all today? Not really. Yesterday i did a lot.
16)Who's a more fascinating historical figure, Jack the Ripper or John F Kennedy? I would say JFK just because they still arenh't really sure the whole Jack the Ripper thing was really true.....more like a historical myth that could have a real basis in truth but they never did find him....so he's an enigma, but, maybe he's not even real? Maybe he IS more fascinating than JFK, in that sense.
17)Frank Zappa, cool and wierd, or just annoying? All of the above. Depends on my mood, Frankly (har har).
18)What's your take on astrology? You know me, i think its a cop out.
19)What's one thing about yourself i don't know? Ask me something. I don't know what you don't know about me. Heres one thing....i think my first boyfriend from middle school might be in the Rocky Horror production that we are going to see. Thats a not veryinteresting fact.
20)Any questions for me? What do you want out of life right now? Had any interesting dreams lately? What do you want to do when you grow up?
1)Have you ever taken up self-sacrifce? If so, why, for how long, what, etc. At first, quitting smoking was mentally difficult though a physical necessity (i had bronchitis so bad i could hardly breathe). Iy has been well over three years now since i have smoked. I guess another would be having sex......i went about a year and a half or two without having sex before i met Greg. I was horny. And i did know guys who would have fucked me. But i withheld, and i am glad. Random sex stresses me out too much emotionally anyway, so i am glad i waited for that reason.
2)What music relaxes you, just carries you away to another place for a while? DEEP FORREST (yesh!), Lisa Gerrard and anything Dead Can Dance, Mazzy Star (sometimes), This Mortal Coil
3)Would you rather be able to breathe underwater, or fly? Why? HA HA HA At first i thought that said breathe underwear! That would be awesome. I will live in your underwear drawer, make sure to toss in some clean underwear every hour or so, cause i need it to breathe!
Actually, breathe underwater, because i am terrified and fascinated by the whole world underwater that i haven't been able to explore.
4)Considering getting any body mods soon? What, Where, Why? I have a lot of tattoo plans, but very few that are completely solid. I have to work on them all a bit. Also, i would love to have my nips done, and i am also very very scared.
5)Pancakes or Waffles? Maple syrup, jam, or plain? Hashbrowns or toast? Eggs or tofu? Soysage or Fakin Bacon? Or are you one of those Lucky Charms people? Breakfast is a serious business, and how you answer says a lot to me. Plus, i've been craving diner breakfast lately.
Pancakes!!!! Preferably with cinnamon apples and maple syrup on them. Definately hash browns, with salt, pepper, a little hot sauce and ketchup. Eggs with grated cheddar on top. Soysage because its not meat, but i don't know if i like the stuff or not. I only like the marshmallows in Lucky Charms when they are dry, they are a little gross when milk'd. Mmmmm. Diner. Except i hate Sharis.
6)Noon or Midnight? Even though i am tired lately by midnight, i would have to choose it, because at noon i am always at work.
7)What defines "good music" to you?
Something i can relate to emotionally, physically (like it makes my hair stand up on end), energetically (makes me want to dance), lyrically or content wise (punk for example, and some metal), or just mood related (honky tonk is certainly mood related). I think i do like some stuff that isn't "good" music per ce, but if it makes me feel good, thats good. also if it seems like the people who made the music really care about it, thats one step closer to "good" status....the passion involved in its creation. Also, there is something to be said of technical skill sometimes.....like "how the fizzuck did they do that?!!! Awesome!"
8)What country would you most like to be the leader of?
Uhhhhhhhhhhhh....Madagascar? I don't know why i said that. They have cool animals, which i wopuld work to protect.....other than that there are no deep political reasons.
9)You have $100 million and three months to live, what do you do? I don't know why this question is so hard. If i bought material goods that would just be dumb considering my impending demise. Eh. Maybe i'd buy a gun so i could die on myt own terms if it got bad enough. Fuck you death! And the rest of the money would go to my parents or greg. No seriously? I would travel i guess. Even if i'm not going to hold on to the memories at least the last part of my life would be interesting and new that way.
10)You are going to be reincarnated as the animal of your choice. Which one and why? The sloth because they can be so slow and have no problem with it at all. They are creepy yet graceful somehow. That, or a flying squirrel just because they are so fricking cute.
11)The Beatles or Elvis? What am i choosing? Which one i'd prefer to listen to right now? Which one i think is better music? Because the answers are different.
12)If you could be anywhere in the world at this exact instant, where would that be? Holland, so long as i had a little more money than i actually do right now.
13)Bowling or Billiards? I just like bowling better. Hucking a heavy ball around is just satisfying somehow.
14)What do you see when you close your eyes? Eyelids.
And some cartoonish violence that has been in my dreams lately.
15)Did you smile at all today? Not really. Yesterday i did a lot.
16)Who's a more fascinating historical figure, Jack the Ripper or John F Kennedy? I would say JFK just because they still arenh't really sure the whole Jack the Ripper thing was really true.....more like a historical myth that could have a real basis in truth but they never did find him....so he's an enigma, but, maybe he's not even real? Maybe he IS more fascinating than JFK, in that sense.
17)Frank Zappa, cool and wierd, or just annoying? All of the above. Depends on my mood, Frankly (har har).
18)What's your take on astrology? You know me, i think its a cop out.
19)What's one thing about yourself i don't know? Ask me something. I don't know what you don't know about me. Heres one thing....i think my first boyfriend from middle school might be in the Rocky Horror production that we are going to see. Thats a not veryinteresting fact.
20)Any questions for me? What do you want out of life right now? Had any interesting dreams lately? What do you want to do when you grow up?
Mmmm....
The sigh of contentment. Thats all I have to say about this evening. Well, not really, but it best expresses how I feel right about now.
Mmmm....
So, the basis for my happy sigh lies rooted in a conversation I had with cute shopper boy on monday. We were having the normal checkout chitchat, and i happened to mention the music i'd seen while...
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The sigh of contentment. Thats all I have to say about this evening. Well, not really, but it best expresses how I feel right about now.
Mmmm....
So, the basis for my happy sigh lies rooted in a conversation I had with cute shopper boy on monday. We were having the normal checkout chitchat, and i happened to mention the music i'd seen while...
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akathisia:
Yeah, i had an ok time last night. Too bad about missing so much music. Walking there i had an inkling that maybe they were so jazzed and excited to start playing that i had missed a lot and then it turned out to be true.....figures. Oh well at least they have passion.
akathisia:
Ouch, morning.
1) What days of the week work best for you for bowling? So far i have whenever because i have no life (dylan), and saturday or sunday, but friday is ok too (kristana). I personally am open to whenever, because the bowling alley closes before i do confused .
Ahrgh. Any night after work i guess. I don't know. Friday this week i am busy, and Saturday.....so there go my two days off.
2) are you busy friday night? because i am attempting to round people for to see the rocky horror show on april fools.
April first is not til next friday, right?
3) have you been to this page? if not, i highly recommend it. it provided me with minutes of pointless laughter.
Wow, goths are dumb. But in an amusing, hot sort of way.
4)Choose now, monkey or ferret?
Uh, MONKEY! No, FERRET! Actually, yeah, ferret, i saw a guy skating on 9th street last year wo had a ferret riding in the hood of his jacket, it was just too cute....
1) What days of the week work best for you for bowling? So far i have whenever because i have no life (dylan), and saturday or sunday, but friday is ok too (kristana). I personally am open to whenever, because the bowling alley closes before i do confused .
Ahrgh. Any night after work i guess. I don't know. Friday this week i am busy, and Saturday.....so there go my two days off.
2) are you busy friday night? because i am attempting to round people for to see the rocky horror show on april fools.
April first is not til next friday, right?
3) have you been to this page? if not, i highly recommend it. it provided me with minutes of pointless laughter.
Wow, goths are dumb. But in an amusing, hot sort of way.
4)Choose now, monkey or ferret?
Uh, MONKEY! No, FERRET! Actually, yeah, ferret, i saw a guy skating on 9th street last year wo had a ferret riding in the hood of his jacket, it was just too cute....
OMFG!!!!! I just got back into town from one of the best weekends (yes i know its only saturday, but i had thurs and fri off as well as today) in a long damned time. Sometimes, there is just such beautiful release in vice and excess. I fucking loved every minute of it. So my friend Nina and I went up to portlandia for St...
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akathisia:
Whoa you are a playa.
I've been having a bad couple of days too. I don't know, i might type in my journal about it, or not. But i think i may have lost a friend, and that is something that hasn't happened to me in a while.
-Saturday morning lovins' from the Lester!