I just reread my entire journal to date. It was really amazing to see how much has happened in less than three months. Wow. You know what, life is pretty damned good. I have it alright. I get up each day and I do the best I can. Things are going to work out. I'm not perfect and I don't have to be. I'm just me. I have the most amazing and supportive family and friends, and I love you all. Thanks for putting up with my drama. I just need to remember two things: 1) don't sweat the small stuff, and 2) its all small stuff. Life will go on.