Introspection is selfish. It's all about how they make YOU feel, how you want them to feel about YOU. It sounds messed up doesn't it? How can worrying about what other people think be selfish? Well it is, because the only person's feelings that you are considering are yours. Take a step back. Rather than think about what they are thinking, take a little time, consciously ask yourself "What are they feeling?". Not how they feel about something, but how they feel. Are they excited, happy, scared, angry, confused, bewildered. Then realise what you bring them. The value you bring is the transformation of their frame to yours which is, we hope, a happier (hornier) one.
Depressives are, believe it or not, fucking good at this. Really good. They can transform a whole damned room to their frame in record time.
I never really thought of it THAT way!
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Anyway....added a new keyboard, and for some reason, my computer is a whole lot faster! Maybe my old keyboard got ruined from my notorious eating habit at the computer. Who knows what I've spilt.
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My eyes are SO much better. I hardly get sleepy reading anymore.
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Question for you: what are your 3 favorite websites (not including SG, myspace or facebook)?
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...sent you a private message. too much drama.