Hey dudes 🐝 I disappeared for a while but I am collecting my strength back 💪
I really hate February 🥹 It is my most unlucky month every year! Just listen- twice in my life in February I got arrested and put to jail 👹 In February 2021 I got my new post-operated boobies sore and I still have a scar as a bad memory of it 😖 Also in February 2022 the war in Ukraine started that broke my life completely. Well what happened this February:
You already know the story of deportation from Israel and the lost baggage (thanks God it was found) 😒
On 13th February I had a plane to Armenia and I missed it 😖 I got to airport in time but got distracted in my sad thoughts and was late for the gate for 6 minutes 🥲 Next plane was in 24 hours and I spent my whole Valentine’s Day crying at the airport 💔 I never even told this story to anyone because it is so stupid and miserable so you are the first to hear it 😁
Then Alexey Navalny’s murder February 16th 😖 This was a personal tragedy for me! I was supporter of his ideas, I watched online his return to Russia and arrest, watched all the unfair courts and went to protest demonstrations against his sentence, followed the news from his socials and his team sites… He was a symbol and hero for me and I was sure that once a day will happen when he will be free and a leader of the New Free Russia 🤍💙🤍 This news broke my heart and I am still grieving.
Also this February I had some work issues that made me depressed but the worst thing is that after my 5 flights on 9th February (the Israel story) I got my right ear blocked and it is still blocked 🙀 Yesterday it also got all numb and I started hearing worse with that ear 😰😰😰 I was at the doctor’s today and they found liquid in my inner ear (that was because I was crying so hard on the plane after deportation). I am taking all the medicines thoroughly but probably my auditory nerve is damaged now and I will have to take additional drop treatment not to lose my hearing 😱😱😱 Tomorrow I will go to another doctor who will check it. And if it is damaged that will break my plans because I was going to fly Hong Kong February 23 but the drops treatment is to be a week minimum and I will be not allowed to fly.
This is just so much crap but I am a fighter ✊ And I am not going to give up on my dreams! I am still sure that 2024 will be the happiest year of my life because we create our own fate 🌈 Just wish me some luck please 🍀 And hope your February is ways better than mine 😆
FUCKING FEBRUARY GO AWAYYYY 👺
Kisses, Ksew 🐝
P.S. NEVER CRY ON THE PLANE 👂👂👂👂👂
