kscugrendel

Look at me... I look wrecked!

It's time to get myself in gear! Just because lots of bad shit has been going down doesn't mean I have to continue to let it get to me or to not keep myself in good shape. I mean, it HAS been awhile since I had the huge beard...

that was just plain out of control and who did I really think I was? Spencer Moody? (who, by the way, has a glorious beard even to this day). But I don't need to continue to eat poorly and not exercise. It seems like as those things went away so did my mental health... has anyone else experienced that? so I am going to get back to my regular self over the last three or four years years (minus the last six months) and eat right and exercise regularly. Asthma is no longer an excuse... it may be bothering me slightly but it is relatively under control (no thanks to the insurance company who still makes me pay $220 a month just on asthma and allergy medications). I have a stationary bike... can hit up the elliptical at the gym. I think I'll start there and move on to bigger and better things. Any hints on getting started and STAYING motivated? I don't want this to be one of those things where I go for awhile and then come up with excuses... especially right now when I get a free gym! Plus got the 5 year college reunion coming up which means a trip back to the Bay Area! Although I think I am going to hit it up at the end of April AND the end of May. Here's to staying in shape on road trips! At one point I dropped 125lbs. And I was still 20lbs short of my goal. The weight I put on studying for the bar needs to come off. I've Probably put back on 40 of those lbs in the last 9 months between Kristin's death, law school finals, studying for the bar exam, and surgery. I can't go back to where I was originally.

It was just too unhealthy. And I am beginning to feel the negatives health wise... Here's to a late new year's resolution!! So, please please please... wish me luck and give me any hints and encouragement you can. I can use all the help I can get!