Today I cried for no apparent reason at all. I'm guessing I'm "at that age." Actually, to be honest, I dunno why it happened. Here lately I've been extra emotional and it's driving me crazy. I get to thinking about things that are going on now, and things that happend in the past...then...bam..next thing I know I'm sobbing to myself. Is that a bad thing? I feel like the biggest dumbass when it happens, but I apparently can't help it. Friends of mine keep asking me if I'm pregnant; saying those are the symptoms. That's not the case though. Anyways, I don't really understand why I've been doing this. I mean I can't even listen to certain songs without wanting to bawl. I hate it. I end up getting mad at myself. 
On a good note..
I'm almost finished with school. I've got two interviews not next week, but the next. WISH ME LUCK. I need the money. Not just for myself, but to help my mom out. She never does anything for herself, so...I'll do it. If it weren't for that woman who knows where I'd be.
On a good note..
I'm almost finished with school. I've got two interviews not next week, but the next. WISH ME LUCK. I need the money. Not just for myself, but to help my mom out. She never does anything for herself, so...I'll do it. If it weren't for that woman who knows where I'd be.
word up to the job. i was thinking today, im about halfway done with my schooling. i cant wait to just get a job and start making some money. i think about working all day at the place im at now, and that makes me wanna kill myself. but i know it will be all kosher when i get a job in the field im studying so i wont worry. GOOD LUCK ON THE INTERVIEWS THOUGH! will you be my sugah mama?