krys_____

I have to get up in 5 hours... for fuck sake... I have to drive the roomie to orientation at the college, come home, go back to bed, wake up, drive the other roomie to work, head to work myself, get some training done, then go to pick up the roommates... fun.

Erin is supposed to be moving out by next week, we'll see. It will be different without her, I was just getting used to her.

I'm still reeling from kissing Sharon the other night, but I have since seen her sober and both of us were normal and shy, and didn't talk about it. Bittersweet, we only kiss when we are really drunk, sucks for us.

I went to a party last night where our entire group was very diverse, but the people there started dropping words like "Faggots" and "dykes" and "queers" the second we walked into the place, the vibe was so negative we had to leave... They all went to the drum circle after that, but I was done, and just wanted to go home. meh.

Sharon came over and finally posed for me today, which was good... the way she moves... *drool*...almost makes up for the shyness and the "non-kissing while sober" activities. *winks*... I got some beautiful shots and immeadiately started drawing this evening... tomorrow I will be painting, I'm so thrilled. She's a fucking beautiful model... my gods... ... I wish I was smoother when I am sober, I was all entranced today, and the vibe was good.

Ohhhh... and this week I am having three lovely ladies posing for me at once... awww yeah... mmmm...three beauties...drool... aren't I lucky that I get to do this for a living at get away with it?