krys_____

I have had a horrible day.

I found out someone I am friends with is going through something very difficult right now with her health and that concerns me greatly.

I found out one of my art professors died in his sleep last night... and that has somewhat levelled me.

And to top it off I just had horrible things said to me in drunken anger by Trevor and now I feel so utterly worthless and empty inside I don't even feel I am fit for human companionship of any kind.

Fuck me, I just want to curl up inside of my own head and cry all night, and I think I am going to go do that now. What the fuck does it matter if I am alone tonight anyway? At least the pain is my own and I can deal with it on my own.