wow, I had no idea that music was such a touchy subject. I'll have to make another list of other stuff I dig. Woo wee... twisting that knife 
Randomness is the word for today.
I got a Valentine's day card from my brother and his boyfriend. Ever since he moved him down from Canada they have become this impossible to deal with cutsey gay men couple. His mate (my brother's words, not mine!) makes the perfect wifey, apparently, and I have never recieved so many cards in my life. I don't know quite what to think or feel, none of us are real close, pseudo-closeness is not the same, not by a ladnslide. Oh well, happy Valentine's day to me then.
Spent two hours filling out submission paperwork for a show, and a few researching galleries online. I'm convinced there is not one reputable gallery in New York, not one that I can get into without paying an exorbitant fee... sure Krys, will take your work, now pony up 2 grand. Meh. Nice to know that I don't have to have talent or the support of the directors at a gallery to show anymore, all I need is to be a well financed person who dabbles in paint in their spare time. Meh, no wonder Van gogh had Theo's support.
Sleep...sleep has been robbed from me for some time now. Worrying too much about things outside of my scope of control, and people who have recently come into my life. Bah... if you only knew the kind of things that keep me awake at night... no wonder that I get so far in my video games anymore, when you spend your sleeping time playing final fantasy because your brain will not shut off because you fixate...and fixate... and fixate...
Sorry folks, obviously I just need to get some proper sleep... anyone have a sledgehammer?
Oh, and my court date is this thursday. Weee... get to go there and prove that my slipping on black ice was not something that I could have prevented. Nor slamming into that poor woman's car... hopefully the officer won't show, I really don't have the stregth to argue, seeing as how I am still.. yes... STILL fighting with my insurance company.. irritating... rat bastards... bah....
I just want to lay my head down on a woman's chest now, and go to sleep... bah, this proves difficult to, as I have no woman, and as such no soft skin to cosset me. Bah... I'm a troglodyte...who wants me anyways...
and as you guess sure as certain, I am premenstral.
so next time you talk to me, I may not feel so bad about myself... but tonight, as of this moment, I have nothing to give another human being and only feel selfish and worthless. My only recourse is to spend a time soaking in the bath and hope it nurses my sullen mood.
speaking of selfish, give me 3 random facts, folks.
Randomness is the word for today.
I got a Valentine's day card from my brother and his boyfriend. Ever since he moved him down from Canada they have become this impossible to deal with cutsey gay men couple. His mate (my brother's words, not mine!) makes the perfect wifey, apparently, and I have never recieved so many cards in my life. I don't know quite what to think or feel, none of us are real close, pseudo-closeness is not the same, not by a ladnslide. Oh well, happy Valentine's day to me then.
Spent two hours filling out submission paperwork for a show, and a few researching galleries online. I'm convinced there is not one reputable gallery in New York, not one that I can get into without paying an exorbitant fee... sure Krys, will take your work, now pony up 2 grand. Meh. Nice to know that I don't have to have talent or the support of the directors at a gallery to show anymore, all I need is to be a well financed person who dabbles in paint in their spare time. Meh, no wonder Van gogh had Theo's support.
Sleep...sleep has been robbed from me for some time now. Worrying too much about things outside of my scope of control, and people who have recently come into my life. Bah... if you only knew the kind of things that keep me awake at night... no wonder that I get so far in my video games anymore, when you spend your sleeping time playing final fantasy because your brain will not shut off because you fixate...and fixate... and fixate...
Sorry folks, obviously I just need to get some proper sleep... anyone have a sledgehammer?
Oh, and my court date is this thursday. Weee... get to go there and prove that my slipping on black ice was not something that I could have prevented. Nor slamming into that poor woman's car... hopefully the officer won't show, I really don't have the stregth to argue, seeing as how I am still.. yes... STILL fighting with my insurance company.. irritating... rat bastards... bah....
I just want to lay my head down on a woman's chest now, and go to sleep... bah, this proves difficult to, as I have no woman, and as such no soft skin to cosset me. Bah... I'm a troglodyte...who wants me anyways...
and as you guess sure as certain, I am premenstral.
so next time you talk to me, I may not feel so bad about myself... but tonight, as of this moment, I have nothing to give another human being and only feel selfish and worthless. My only recourse is to spend a time soaking in the bath and hope it nurses my sullen mood.
speaking of selfish, give me 3 random facts, folks.
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3 facts:
My underwear is black.
My hair is black.
My heart is black. (right now)
Feel better soon sweet.