kryptik

So it's been a week since my dad passed away and I still feel numb. I have no idea when this feeling will go away. But I hate it. I feel like I am a walking zombie, like I have no real emotion - it's all fake smiles. I can't look at people in the eye and I really don't want to do anything. Hello depression. Hopefully it will pass soon. blah.

So i am back to planning my photo shoot, which I had to cancel so I could be with my dad. I have an outfit, and a slew of accessories. I want a couple more things. But I am so excited. Originally the plan was just some pin up shots with a girlfriend. Now, I'm thinking I want to go to the next level. Maybe I should do the pin up shot first, so I know what I'm working with...but what the hell right? Don't know. Also, should I do an SG set, well I'll need an SG name. And that baffles me!

Also, I got my new tattoo. It is unfinished. There needs to be some more around it. Currently it looks more like a bumper sticker than a tattoo, so i have been looking for something to show my tattoo artist. I'm thinking abstract, smoke/clouds forming music notes in the negative space. I have no idea how to draw that and my google searches are coming up empty. I found an SG with a tattoo something like what I wanted, but of course I can't remember which girl it was. Grrr. So I'll continue searching. If nothing else, I have been seeing some awesome sets, some gorgeous girls, and gaining some serious confidence and inspiration for my shoot.

I hope everyone is enjoying the weather...I can't wait for spring. Also, check out Sunshine's newest set. It kicks ass!! Give her some love!! (I gotta figure out how to link pics... I'm lame)

Later!