So, I've wasted another weekend. I am supposed to be working on my statistics homework (yuck!), but find myself strangely drawn back to SG. **Damn the inevitable appeal of a beautiful woman...let alone thousands of them**
I am going back to school to get my master's degree . I already have my associate's and have been working in my field now for 4 years. I thought going back to school would help give me purpose. But ever since my dad was diagnosed with terminal, extensive, metastatic small cell lung cancer back in October, I really have lost my drive. At this point, I am going to school because I have told so many people that I am "going back" that I now feel socially obligated to continue.
But honestly, I have begun to realize just how short life is. I'm 26. I walked away from an ex-fiance just 3 months before saying "I do". (Best decision I have ever made) Aside from that, I'm a pretty boring and predictable girl. However, a few months ago, I discovered this raging rebel just dying to get out. I don't want to go to school. I don't want a normal job. I want more tattoos - and I resent my employers for making me cover them up every morning. Fuck yeah, I want to pose nude. I want to kiss a girl. (my bf is cool with both of those - thanks babe!) I just want to do shit that I only hear about.
So here I sit, eating a bowl of cereal, watching stupid home makeover shows, and waiting for my sweetums to get home. But really I would love to be out, buying $90 shoes (they're hot pick peep-toe pumps with cheetah print - most def worth it!), getting my next tatt, and doing something else that my coworkers and family would disapprove of. Damn it - life is too short! I WANT TO REBEL!!
**sigh** but for now, I will continue to be the mild-mannered Mid Western girl, who goes to work everyday, covers up her tattoos, and watches her pennies. But just wait World - one day, I'm bustin' the fuck outta here!!
oh, p.s. I posted 2 new pics. whoopee
I am going back to school to get my master's degree . I already have my associate's and have been working in my field now for 4 years. I thought going back to school would help give me purpose. But ever since my dad was diagnosed with terminal, extensive, metastatic small cell lung cancer back in October, I really have lost my drive. At this point, I am going to school because I have told so many people that I am "going back" that I now feel socially obligated to continue.
But honestly, I have begun to realize just how short life is. I'm 26. I walked away from an ex-fiance just 3 months before saying "I do". (Best decision I have ever made) Aside from that, I'm a pretty boring and predictable girl. However, a few months ago, I discovered this raging rebel just dying to get out. I don't want to go to school. I don't want a normal job. I want more tattoos - and I resent my employers for making me cover them up every morning. Fuck yeah, I want to pose nude. I want to kiss a girl. (my bf is cool with both of those - thanks babe!) I just want to do shit that I only hear about.
So here I sit, eating a bowl of cereal, watching stupid home makeover shows, and waiting for my sweetums to get home. But really I would love to be out, buying $90 shoes (they're hot pick peep-toe pumps with cheetah print - most def worth it!), getting my next tatt, and doing something else that my coworkers and family would disapprove of. Damn it - life is too short! I WANT TO REBEL!!
**sigh** but for now, I will continue to be the mild-mannered Mid Western girl, who goes to work everyday, covers up her tattoos, and watches her pennies. But just wait World - one day, I'm bustin' the fuck outta here!!
oh, p.s. I posted 2 new pics. whoopee
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tikki:
Join an Ohio Group and come down for our meetup at the end of March.
nekta:
Thank you sweets! 