kryptik

Just checking in.

Really bummed that I cannot go to SG nite this Sunday. Damn damn damn. If only I didn't have a real grown up job. I hate it!! Stupid.

Finally starting to get things together for my shoot with Alissa B. who is amazing. Trying to nail down one idea. Since postponing it last month, my mind has been racing. I have all...
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So it's been a week since my dad passed away and I still feel numb. I have no idea when this feeling will go away. But I hate it. I feel like I am a walking zombie, like I have no real emotion - it's all fake smiles. I can't look at people in the eye and I really don't want to do anything. Hello...
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My daddy passed away this morning. What a weird feeling. He had been sick for about 8 months, with an official diagnosis made in October. Small Cell Lung Cancer with mets to pancreas, bones, and (during his last few days, they suspect) his brain.

It's such a bittersweet feeling. I am so glad that he is no longer in pain, but I am going to...
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Friday the Fucking thirteenth.

So I just got a call from my mom in NH telling me that my dad is in the hospital and that they are giving him DAYS to live. Apparently, he called my mom a couple of hours ago and told her to come home because he was dying. Mom left work, floored it home, and took him to the hospital....
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So, I've wasted another weekend. I am supposed to be working on my statistics homework (yuck!), but find myself strangely drawn back to SG. **Damn the inevitable appeal of a beautiful woman...let alone thousands of them**

I am going back to school to get my master's degree . I already have my associate's and have been working in my field now for 4 years. I...
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Curiosity has done me in...