Today I made a decision I have been juggling for a few years now. As of now I will no longer be on here. From the time I was 15 or 16 and discovered SuicideGirls that was my goal to become pink, and it still was until recently. On top of some of the things I have been hearing from hopefuls I am friends with, there have been things I’ve dealt with from the site myself that I believe were brushed off simply because I’m hopeful.
My Instagram and Snapchat are both Kryptic.korpse if you would like to stay in touch.
One of my biggest concerns was in 2021, I had a stalker that came from this site, while I am aware that is something that can come from doing this work, it was not taken seriously at all, I, and many other girls were being harassed by this same person for weeks, I reached out to the specific email and let whoever was in charge know and all they told me was to block him and there was nothing they could do, I had already blocked him. But for some reason on this site when you block someone they can see still your profile and you can see theirs, they just cannot contact you or comment anymore, but he was still able to go on my profile and find my other social medias and harass me there, it wasn’t until official girls were getting harassed by him that they finally replied to my third email about it and told me they banned him, but he just made a new account and it started all over again.
When you sign up to be a model, you have alot of links and faqs to read, one being “what happens if my set gets leaked” and it tells you to once again email a specific person and send them links of where the set was leaked and they will get it taken down. All of my sets were leaked, I emailed with every link and then all I was told was “we unfortunately cannot do anything about it, but you can email them yourself and tell them you will take legal action if they don’t take it down” so because I was a hopeful, they didn’t “own” rights to my photos, therefore it didn’t matter and wasn’t worth the time to get mine taken down like everyone else’s would be, the solution was just to give these websites an empty threat. Again, I know this is a risk that comes with doing this work, but if you are going to have girls sign contracts with you for their intimate naked photos, there should be better security as well as more effort to get everyone’s set removed from other sites regardless if they are a hopeful or official.
Other than that, I just feel as though the entire concept of suicidegirls has changed, the original mission has been long gone. If you tip a girl, they used to be able to cash out at $50, now it’s $200 before you can cash out. I have money sitting in my tips I will never get because I will never hit $200 to cash out, I’m no where near the $50 it used to be, I am obviously very grateful for the tips I have been given, but I am also very angry for the ones who have tipped, knowing they tipped but were unaware these girls may never actually see the money in their account. I can’t even use the money to shop on the sites shop, or tip someone else. It is basically non existent in a void somewhere. So again I thank those who have tipped me, but I unfortunately will never see it outside of my “wallet” on here.
It has become way too competitive on here and the warm and happy community has moved on, if you don’t look a certain way you are ignored, which is the complete opposite of what the purpose of this website was.
I love that I did this, I don’t regret any of it, but I just believe I have outgrown what suicidegirls has recently become. Thank you for all of the support, and you all know where to support me outside of here, if you don’t, my Instagram is Kryptic.korpse with all of my other links.
Some of you helped me become who I am today and for that I am forever grateful. But after Sunday, I will no longer be logging on here for the foreseeable future. I have no idea if I will ever come back, so if you don’t use other social media and cannot follow me anywhere else, thank you for everything truly.
Love you all
Kryptic Korpse
