Tired.....
I have been pretty happy lately, thinking things are going well. I'm growing and getting more comforatable with myself and other things. Kinda cheesy but, I'm discovering myself maybe, if you will. And I'm ready for more, I think.
I don't want to live in Sunnyvale anymore. i want to be closer to certain people. I should be more at ease now that Emily and my brother have moved in with me now. But, I don't think I am.
I want a new job. No one appreciates me where I work, I work hard, I don't get paid jack shit, and I've been there nearly 3 years. I'm fed up.
I'm selfish and jealous and stupid and confused and hard to read.
I wish I could speak up, but I just can't.
I have been pretty happy lately, thinking things are going well. I'm growing and getting more comforatable with myself and other things. Kinda cheesy but, I'm discovering myself maybe, if you will. And I'm ready for more, I think.
I don't want to live in Sunnyvale anymore. i want to be closer to certain people. I should be more at ease now that Emily and my brother have moved in with me now. But, I don't think I am.
I want a new job. No one appreciates me where I work, I work hard, I don't get paid jack shit, and I've been there nearly 3 years. I'm fed up.
I'm selfish and jealous and stupid and confused and hard to read.
I wish I could speak up, but I just can't.
tickxtock:
I don't think it's about you not speaking up. I think it's about speaking to the wrong people. It's scary when a deaf person nods and smiles. You never really know if theyre enjoying your pain or being sympathetic.