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But Whatever Happened to Smiles Being Contagious?



Yesterday at work, I think a woman called be dumb. Not really directly, but to the point where I think she did. Rather than being insulted, I thought it was pretty damn funny. It was like this: I was at the door greeting customers, I love the dynamic of such a job because certain people will say hello, and certain people won't.... Those people I try bother more. Anyway, I get people randomly talking to me sometimes, which is great, makes time go faster. And this woman wouldn't take a catalog but she looked at it in front of me for an extensive amount of time. Then told me 'too much thinking is bad' I replied 'I believe it's too much worrying, thinking is good it keeps the mind going, but worrying is terrible' and she said 'well, I mean look at the happiest people, they're usually extremely dumb." I just kind of went "ohoho no." Because most of my job is about being happy. Weird.



Yesterday I was talking with Girlie about what I pretty much came to when it comes to relationships. This brought up after someone asked me out and I just ended up in a cold sweat, and evey time I think about it I hyperventillate a little. Basically, I don't know if I want one, plus, if I do, the guy has to allow me to be a complete jackass. Basically, drink a lot, smoke when I feel like it, and never once be able to tell me anything is bad for me, not their problem, and if they like me, they should like my dumb shit. I rarely have the ability to be a belligerent asshole, so, no one should be able to tell me what to do. Not even a boy. No way. Fuck that Noise.

I'm probably also scared since this guy is completely different. When I say different, I seriously mean, it's like night and day. I mean, really, look at me, I'm kind of a hipster..... Plus, I don't even know if he likes rock music....... And I don't know if I could live with that. scary.

By The Way, if you're really old, don't hit on me, (*excluding my friends, or anything under say, 35ish) I just won't answer. And by old, I mean when you joke around and you say "man am I old" and people don't answer.... That pretty much means you shouldn't hit on the 20 year old, and also need to stop it.



I burnt my mouth yesterday and now I'm eating pineapple from the can, and it's stinging my mouth. I like pineapple from the can though, much more than the regular fresh crap..... My coffee tastes horrible... I guess before class I should go to Starbucks or some shit.