krrn

I wonder what her sences were......


I truly and completely got duped. Played. toyed with.

and I'm mad.

I should have fucking known better. I have what's better and he's so fucking far away and I'm afraid I'll never see him again.

and I just got completely duped by someone younger than me.

Chitin just talked to me on the phone-- and listened to me blow my nose and dry heave..... and I'm talking to Yillie right now. I'm so mad. Men are the worst.....

either they're completely far fucking away in Scotland or they're such passive people I have to kick them out of my room.... because I'm so mad I don't even want to look at them. or talk to them. or smell them. or laugh with them.

I'm so much better than all this and I don't fucking get it.


fuck you and that goddamn L, N, or R train you rode on.. Fuck you and that fucking Brooklyn beer you brought, that you left for hospitality, and that I have to drink now because I'm so fucking angry I could break something..... Fuck you.