kronos

Life is SO ironic so much of the time. For me, at least. This is how my story has been going lately:

Fall in love with boy #1
Stay with boy #1 for 3 years
Have issues with boy #1
Become friends with boy #2
Fall in love with boy #2, while still being in love with boy #1
Take a break from relationship with boy #1
Begin relationship with boy #2
Travel across the country for boy #2
Only to have him diss you. wtf.
Come home and boy #2 breaks up with you. Because not talking to someone for weeks is a great way to break up with someone.
Reconcile with boy #1
Boy #3 comes into the picture?
Kind of like boy #3
Boy #2 comes back into the picture and beyond all rhyme or reason you begin seeing little hearts floating around your head?!
boy #2 swear he loves you
Boy #2 is a cheater!
Boy #1 is an asshole
Boy #3 gives up on you?
You start having feeling for Boy #3
BUT Boy #1 has a realization that he loves you too!
You get very ill and have surgery for the second time this year
And the only person there for you is boy #1
You realize that nothing or no one is as important as him. He's ALWAYS been here for you no matter what. Even when youre fighting, he's still here.
So you consequently marry boy #1 (the only you've been with for nearly 3 years after all. this was a long time coming)
Boy #1 doesn't want to have sexins with you anymore because his limbido is gone

Keep up now, because this is where it gets complicated as shit!

You begin to re-realize your feelings for boy #3.
But boy #3 is so over you. Sad day that is.
And then from NO WHERE BUT THE DEPTHS OF HELL THEMSELVES COME BOY #2 RIDING ON HIS WHITE HORSE.
And you never really stopped loving Mat--I mean boy #2, but you pushed those feelings aside because you know he's nothing but bad news and he's only ever going to hurt you anyway!
But god, here is he on his white horse, like a knight in shining armor, offering you the world like it's in the palm of his fucking hand.
SO. NOT. FAIR.
I am SUCH a quiet person. how the fuck did I get into this mess anyway?



OH But let's not forget Boy #4, whom you used to care about alot but since he fucked you over one too many times, you used him briefly for a fling and then shut him down when he asked you to be his girlfriend. Oh yea, we can't forget him...

Jesusfuck!

And someone told me recently that boys compete over girls? Shame only two of these guys actually know each other. XD

EDIT: Let me just add that this is complicated as shit. I don't like complicated. I don't do complicated. In fact, things were very uncomplicated until boy #2 stepped into the picture. He complicates everything. Everything about him clouds my judgement for no apparent reason whatsoever. i have never even kissed that boy and yet it's like there is some unspoken hell bond between us. And as far as Boy #3 goes, I still care about him quite alot. but I'm pretty positive he doesn't feel the same about me. So, I'm not really sure what I should even do with that situation, which makes me confused and sad. As far as Boy 1 goes, he's become THE hugest asshole in the past few months, so I'm not really sure what to do about that either. Boy #4 can go choke on a dick and die for all I care.

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