I wish I could make all the people I very strongly dislike (and that is very few at this point, maybe just one or two) disappear. I mean, I just hate it. Times like these are the one that make me wish I HAD moved to a different town, where no one knows me. I just hate running into people I don't like out in public. I'm proud of everything I have accomplished in my life so far, it's much further than some people have gotten, and yet I'm supposed to be knocked down for my mistakes? Yea, I was childish before. Everyone is childish sometimes. Yea, I was stupid before. Everyone is stupid sometimes. LET IT GO. I just hate how some people try to act more mature than me, when they are the one holding insane stupid grudges for no absolute reason. I'm not saying I give a shit whether or not some people like me, but I just wish they would get on with their life. If I'm so unimportant, and such a failure and so childish, then why bother even keeping my name in your mouth. Stop thinking about me and move on.

Or better yet, weigh everything I've accomplished in my "childish" life against everything you haven't. Who has a house of their own? Who has two beautiful children? Who has a sometimes assholish but mostly wonderful fiance that is here for me no matter what? Yea, exactly. I burned my bridges with you a long time ago. LET IT GO.