Life is a bittersweet pain in the ass
Personally right now i'm good, i'm in the right place.
Professionally I SUCK
i'm tired of feeling stupid, I'm tired of being sincere and being beaten down by placation. Fuck, is that a word, well if it isn't it sholud be.
I hate having smoke blown up my ass.
I'm tired of people who champion mediocrity, when i try so hard in my attempts to rise above.
It's not for the world, it's for me. Fuck the world. if i can't be happy with myself, why should i give a fuck about how those outside my world percieve me.
I broke down last night, I'm putting way too much pressure on my self. I have too, or I'll disappeare. No one will know, or even care that I spent time here.
TWO DAYS...two fucking days to go. I have never failed three times and I don't what to start now. I'm tired.
If your success is not on your own terms, if it looks good to the world but does not feel good in your heart, it is not success at all.
Personally right now i'm good, i'm in the right place.
Professionally I SUCK
i'm tired of feeling stupid, I'm tired of being sincere and being beaten down by placation. Fuck, is that a word, well if it isn't it sholud be.
I hate having smoke blown up my ass.
I'm tired of people who champion mediocrity, when i try so hard in my attempts to rise above.
It's not for the world, it's for me. Fuck the world. if i can't be happy with myself, why should i give a fuck about how those outside my world percieve me.
I broke down last night, I'm putting way too much pressure on my self. I have too, or I'll disappeare. No one will know, or even care that I spent time here.
TWO DAYS...two fucking days to go. I have never failed three times and I don't what to start now. I'm tired.
If your success is not on your own terms, if it looks good to the world but does not feel good in your heart, it is not success at all.