HEY---
don't really have alot to update , felt the need to say something though. this week-end has been so fucking boring. i'm jonesin' to get out and participate in some kind of debauchery. i have discussed this with T. this week-end. she wants to know what she can do to make me smile. the truth....nothing. i don't think she can help me becasue as close as we are we do not think alike. i need to fix what ails me.
i have spent most of this week-end studying , so i guess it is a good thing i didn't go out. the big test is thursday, though i'm trying not to let it stress me it is. i'm just concerned how bad it will make me look if i don't make the cut. *sigh*
one of the reasons for my boredom is i don't have any real friends here. i only have aquaintences. i thought when i became a member of Sg i would make contact with more people in my area. so far the only people i regularly talk to here are out of town. hell, out of virginia.
T. went to a bridal show with the neighbor this afternoon. she is getting married in April. I'm sure i will be pestered to death for the next month as to when i am going to pop the question. though i have alluded to the fact, the more she bugs me, the less likely it will be anytime soon. why would i want to marry someone who already is nagging the shit out of me. no matter how much i love her. SHIT.....I want a new life. can anyone find me one?
well kids, gotta jet. almost time to watch the PATS. in 4 hours i am either going to very happy, and incredibly dejected.
LATE...!!!!!!!!!
don't really have alot to update , felt the need to say something though. this week-end has been so fucking boring. i'm jonesin' to get out and participate in some kind of debauchery. i have discussed this with T. this week-end. she wants to know what she can do to make me smile. the truth....nothing. i don't think she can help me becasue as close as we are we do not think alike. i need to fix what ails me.
i have spent most of this week-end studying , so i guess it is a good thing i didn't go out. the big test is thursday, though i'm trying not to let it stress me it is. i'm just concerned how bad it will make me look if i don't make the cut. *sigh*
one of the reasons for my boredom is i don't have any real friends here. i only have aquaintences. i thought when i became a member of Sg i would make contact with more people in my area. so far the only people i regularly talk to here are out of town. hell, out of virginia.
T. went to a bridal show with the neighbor this afternoon. she is getting married in April. I'm sure i will be pestered to death for the next month as to when i am going to pop the question. though i have alluded to the fact, the more she bugs me, the less likely it will be anytime soon. why would i want to marry someone who already is nagging the shit out of me. no matter how much i love her. SHIT.....I want a new life. can anyone find me one?
well kids, gotta jet. almost time to watch the PATS. in 4 hours i am either going to very happy, and incredibly dejected.
LATE...!!!!!!!!!
lisdexicwriter:
If you keep doing what you're doing, you'll keep getting what you're getting. At least thats what they say, but what the fuck do i know. Good luck on your test.
insomnia:
Talk to your girl and get it all out. If you get things off your chest maybe you'll feel better about the relationship, and life in general.