There are so many pleasures in life, things that make you really happy. A wise man counters though that into every life a little rain must fall. that for everything good there is something equally bad.
the thing that really sucks though is the bad is mostly bigger than the good. mostly i find myself taken prisoner by the anxiety, the hurt, the cravings that banish peace of mind and leave me confused.
I need wisdom. Wisdom and the strength of conviction to understand how to attain the freedom and find the release from the want. to no longer feel the fucking demands it puts on me. I just want to rest, to sleep the sleep of the innocent. . To no longer feel the urgency of "the right now" and to relax in the "in good time"
I need to detach myself, to stop caring. I don't mean to fake indifference, I mean to really feel it. Becasue I know that thel only true piece i will ever find is already in me. All the tools i need are here, I just need to be brave enough to use them.
PEACE!!!!!!
the thing that really sucks though is the bad is mostly bigger than the good. mostly i find myself taken prisoner by the anxiety, the hurt, the cravings that banish peace of mind and leave me confused.
I need wisdom. Wisdom and the strength of conviction to understand how to attain the freedom and find the release from the want. to no longer feel the fucking demands it puts on me. I just want to rest, to sleep the sleep of the innocent. . To no longer feel the urgency of "the right now" and to relax in the "in good time"
I need to detach myself, to stop caring. I don't mean to fake indifference, I mean to really feel it. Becasue I know that thel only true piece i will ever find is already in me. All the tools i need are here, I just need to be brave enough to use them.
PEACE!!!!!!