Sunday Feb 05, 2006

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Dearly beloved we gather here to say our goodbyes...


In a manner of speaking I regret writing this update. Though it may not be my last entry, it is the beginnig of the end.

After much deliberation and languishing over choices I've decided to let my membership lapse.

Though it does sadden me, i feel this may be the best choice.
The male ego is fragile enough as it is, add that to the pressure of being post-40 and it is a volatle cocktail.

I just believe I don't belong here. Do not get me wrong, this is an amazing site. I just wish i was in a place in my life where i could really enjoy it. in a way i feel i am trying to be another person to fit in. that is not me.

Though I'm quite sure my passing will go unnoticed by most , i am thankful for the meaningful contacts i have made while here.

as i said i will be here unitl the end of april, and will be remain somewhat active. so if you want to know how to keep in touch once i'm gone let me know.

to one and all i say adieu




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shicawgo:
You want it, you got it baby wink

and I'd be interested to know the reasons about your friendships...


kiss
shicawgo:
Weel in my case I do not like to be the center of attention, I don't like too much attention at all. But while I was growing up my mothers only punishment ever was to act as if I didn't exist. Sometimes for more than a week, but never less than 4 days. That was the magic number. But it was a good thing in the long run because I had no choice other than to learn how to do laundry and cook and get to school and home safe by the time I was 7. So now I'm rabidly independent. (But secretly in my heart I'm really not, but I don't really pay attention to that) And I can iron a mean pair of slacks. wink

Anyways , I was interested in why you don't have many friends. You said you knew the reason. That kinda thing begs the question WHAT is it??

sleep well new friend. kiss

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