Hello world, remember me?
I'm the sad little fuck that you failed to see
Who you should have recognized when you had the chance
hello motherfuckers, it's time to dance
Have you ever had songs that mean a lot to you, that in a way defined you? well, this is one would be in my personal soundtrack.
I know it sounds a little mean spirted, I would probaly be a lot more forgiving than the protangonist, but it says a lot about the way we let ourselves be driven my circumstances that are beyond our control.
Hello mom and dad is this a bad time
if it is too bad see the reason that i'm Disturbing you both I'm settling scores. you fucked me up bad. This Dance is yours.
Ok, I'll be totally honest my parents did not fuck me up that bad, they are actually pretty loving and all. What was the problem though is in a time of my life when I needed direction they barely knew what they wanted from life themself. How could they help me? I guess I am the product and example of having VERY young parents. (19 and 23) You can not raise a child if you are a child.
Hello student body, hello faculty. Show of hands how many of you here have met me? not too many, who am I? I'll try not to keep you guessing I'm your fucked up dance instrustor and your here for your lesson, now dance.
Overall it has been a bumby ride, well worth it though. I went through the fire and made it through to the otherside.
My New Year "Revolutions" ; survive to see 2007, quit caring so much about what other people think. accept more that my role as a parent is not as needed as much as "The Righteous Spawn" gets older.
Really i just want to be happier. About myself and everything. *shrugs* whatever...I'm running down.
Love Always...
PEACE!!!!!!
I'm the sad little fuck that you failed to see
Who you should have recognized when you had the chance
hello motherfuckers, it's time to dance
Have you ever had songs that mean a lot to you, that in a way defined you? well, this is one would be in my personal soundtrack.
I know it sounds a little mean spirted, I would probaly be a lot more forgiving than the protangonist, but it says a lot about the way we let ourselves be driven my circumstances that are beyond our control.
Hello mom and dad is this a bad time
if it is too bad see the reason that i'm Disturbing you both I'm settling scores. you fucked me up bad. This Dance is yours.
Ok, I'll be totally honest my parents did not fuck me up that bad, they are actually pretty loving and all. What was the problem though is in a time of my life when I needed direction they barely knew what they wanted from life themself. How could they help me? I guess I am the product and example of having VERY young parents. (19 and 23) You can not raise a child if you are a child.
Hello student body, hello faculty. Show of hands how many of you here have met me? not too many, who am I? I'll try not to keep you guessing I'm your fucked up dance instrustor and your here for your lesson, now dance.
Overall it has been a bumby ride, well worth it though. I went through the fire and made it through to the otherside.
My New Year "Revolutions" ; survive to see 2007, quit caring so much about what other people think. accept more that my role as a parent is not as needed as much as "The Righteous Spawn" gets older.
Really i just want to be happier. About myself and everything. *shrugs* whatever...I'm running down.
Love Always...
PEACE!!!!!!
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I used to feel (sort of) the same way a few years ago, about parents and such. I've always been (what I now know to be) pretty "liberal" and sort of easy-going, ever since I was a little kid. My dad is a hardcore conservative and was in the Army for 30 years. My mom pretty much follows in his footsteps. Needless to say, growing up in their house was difficult at times.
The thing is, that after a while, as I sort of thought about things, I came to the realization that they're just regular people. It's not that they're weird or off-their-rocker, it's just that they (like everyone else) can only go off of what they know. True, they don't really share my views on anything (aside from my dad and I being Formula 1 fans), and it seems like they've never been behind me 100% on anything, but what can you do?
That's how it goes. For better or worse, I guess.
Hope your holidays went well, see you later.